Breakup & Heartbreak ft. Burning Sage

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Elite Writing

Submitted: February 04, 2019

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Breakup & Heartbreak

 

[Sohail]


You promised me your loyalty
But you broke that promise
Everything you wanted 
You know you've got it
But all that I wanted
You couldn't fulfil
And right now my heart is so broken it kills
How could you do this
You said you wouldn't 
I supported you when your family couldn't
Now you turn your back on the one that protected you
You used to be full of love
Now there's none left in you

 

[Burning Sage]


And I, respond, replaying, in my mind,
Songs 
We'd sing at the top of our lungs
Terribly
Painfully
Real.
Replaying the way you'd breathe beside me.
The way you tried so hard to protect me.
But then I recal the accusations.
Recalling the compromises we'd lose.
And I was lost.
Felt like no matter what I did I wasnt good enough,
Though you speak I was.
My love, I grew distant in the hours alone from you.
You speak though you gave me the world
But I was seeking a world of my own.
A world that I could include, you,
But ultimately mine, my own life path to pave.
And I'm sorry I could not fulfil in you
What you wished to fulfill in me
But you have to see.
If it isnt meant to be,
And it wont be.
Though you were there,
I felt only
Desperation,
Longing,
And it was wrong.
I, effortlessly seeking someone else.
Distancing 
Trying hard not to break my own heart
While breaking yours.

 

[Sohail]


I wanted what's best for you
But you wanted someone else
I put my all into this
But you put me on the shelf
Totally unfair
Something I didn't deserve 
But somewhere in your heart
You wanted me to hurt
You wanted to punish me
By choosing another man
Did you ever love me
Was this always your plan
I don't know what to believe
How can I trust
When you blew us into smithereens 
The proof is the dust
You can never return
Your place, you've lost
My heart isn't strong enough
To give second shots
You clearly don't want me
You've made your choice
My heart chanted your name
It no longer has a voice
You destroyed it with your actions
Destroyed what we had
We had something special
That will never come back

 


[Burning Sage]


And a final goodbye I give, my love.
A final goodbye I choose.
Over the hours we had 
It was time we'd only lose.
And losing forevermore.
I wish no more contact,
I wish no more speech,
The love you felt for me
Was like a desperate preach
And you were preaching, my love,
To the wrong choir.
Quiet now.
Speaking still.
Convincing 
Coincidentally
Your convictions 
But still.
You are right,
I have no place in your heart.
And there is no place for you in mine.
And I'm not sure 
We ever were a part 
Of each other from the start...
It is a mess.
Lets clean it up 
And forget. 

 

Written by Sohaaaaail & Burning Sage


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