Until He Realizes Me

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic


Struggle,
I'm happy... I tell myelf
Why should I not be?
I have an amazing guy that really cares about me.
But school is still hard.
I'm not doing well.
He helps me forget but... it is still happening.

I can't do college.
The distractions are at an all time high.
I feel like im failing my life long dream.
But I was happy last week.
I couldn't stop smiling.

He makes me smile.
Even when I'm dying inside.
Even when my dream is falling apart.
I can dry the tears when I see him.
The tears retreat back to where they once came from.

I can feel joy.
But this is just temporary.
Just until he realizes that I don't have a future.

Until he realizes I am a mess.
Until he realizes who I am.
Until he realizes me.
 
 
5/5/2019 Thinking about him


Submitted: March 05, 2019

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Alexandra Lynsen

Very sincere and honest work. Sometimes the difficult times inspire writers to craft their best works. Nevertheless, I wish you all the best both in your creative and personal life.

Thu, March 7th, 2019 2:21pm

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Thank you so much for your feedback, I love writing poetry, love the feelings I get when I re-read my own work

Thu, March 7th, 2019 6:24am

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