By The Dashboard Light

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: March 14, 2019

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I never knew that I loved men who were
Tall, dark & handsome until I met him
He was 6' 3" with skin so smooth 
His was the color of creamy milk chocolate 
He moved like a spotted leopard on the prowl
Cautiously, calculating each new step
I used to see him every day at work
Our desks positioned in such a way
That he had a perfect view 
Of the black-seamed stockings I would wear
That revealed my young tender thighs through
The slit in my black pleated skirt that
Would casually fall open, whenever I sat down
I would often wear 4" black patent stiletto heels
To purposely taunt & tease him
Wondering if he felt the same electric sparks
The ones you only read about in the stories
Of those adult magazines 
Each night after work I'd have to go home
B'cuz I was married at the time and
Bored with only missionary & never oral sex
Night after night it was the same fk'n thing
Tied down by a ring & two little kids
When my heart was crying out to really live
On weekends; I wondered what he was doing
He had a life of freedom that my heart craved
I would often find myself fantasizing about
What it would be like, to have sex with him
Our beautiful bodies grinding together
It was extremely dangerous to think about
B'cuz our thoughts & what we focus on
Becomes our reality; this I know to be true
When our eyes would meet over the boardroom table
No words needed to be spoken b'cuz I could tell
From the look in his eyes; that he felt it too
With that, my infatuation with him grew
We never spoke about our lustful thoughts; however
The conversations we shared in the office often
Included sexually suggestive double entendres 
That afternoon, one of those slipped from his lips
He asked me if I wanted to meet him after work 
That night would be a turning point in my life &
I was willing to take the calculated risk
One that I've never regretted; not even to this day
B'cuz my body was aching to feel him by my side
To break free from the shackles of marriage
He took me to a secluded place where we parked
On a dead end road with no street lights
Only the headlights from the vehicles
Heading northbound on the 410
That would sometimes flicker in our direction 
The windows quickly steamed up 
With tiny droplets of water pooling together
Running down the inside of the windows
Dripping from the heat generated by our
Passionate kisses & our overheated flesh
That night I'll never forget b'cuz
He gently reached down between my legs
To ease the seat back
So that he could easily maneuver his tall frame
To just the right angle & it was there
In the front seat of his silver Nissan Sentra 
When he used his mouth to pleasure me orally
Up until that point, I'd never been with a man
Who had ever gone down on me
His lips were magical
So soft, full & eager to please
His tongue was the key that unlocked 
My sexuality & Pandora's Box
It was the night I would finally discover
What it felt like to finally let myself go
I used to cry myself to sleep at night
Thinking the 2 minutes of moaning & thrusting
Was all there was to sex
But that was before he came into my life
His love wasn't the same; he filled me up
And every moment we spent together
He took my breathe away
Truth be told; it wasn't the only time 
We found ourselves in our secret rendezvous spot
Parking for hours at a time
My ass bump'n up against the steering wheel
It was like paradise by the dashboard light
I only wish I knew then, what I know now
There wouldn't have been any second guessing
Nor would there have been any doubts
A few stolen moments was all that
We ever shared b'cuz I had a family &
They needed me there
B'cuz my Mom had just passed away
Like a race horse passing by with Lady Godiva 
I was gone & it wasn't until 29 years later
When our paths were destined to cross again that
The memories of our secret nights together
Would finally come to light
All the what-ifs & questions that have haunted me
Over the years, until that incredible day when
You called me out in the food court at the mall
Hoping … wondering, was it really me?
It was the happiest day of my life
To be back in touch with you
Live & in the flesh ... all over again!

 


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