Tired of feeling guilty

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Feeling I am feeling when i decided to be selfish for one day and it bites me in the arse.

Submitted: April 02, 2019

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I see the passion in your eyes

when you come home & tell me about your day

I see how hard it is for you

to put up with the bull shit going on in that place

I go out of my way to make your home

The cleanest and bestest it can be

I hear your sigh of relief the moment you enter,

knowing you can leave the cleaning be

Everynight I'm in the kitchen,

cooking up a storm

Dinner may not be that gourmet

But to see the smile on your face,

of course I will always cook covering up my yawn

But don't you ever stop and think

How this is effecting me

Out of everyone in this house,

I thought you would have known,

i thought you could have seen

What the hell am I to you,

But a glorified maid

Am all I ever good for is cooking and cleaning up the messes everyone has made

All I ever wanted was a break

To sit down and do Jack shit

But when you came home,

your words you threw scored a direct hit

It hurts deeply,

NOT because of the words you used

But how I made you feel,

It's hurts deeply,

NOT because of the the way you treated me

But that I was too selfish

Why do you make me feel so horrible

When all I wanted was today

One lousy fucking day,

to be happy and immerse myself in books and puzzles and not lift a finger

I'm tired of always feeling like this,

That to be truly happy is to not be happy at all


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