Right now I’m standing here

And I wipe away a tear

Because I am not okay

I’m a imbecile to think I’m okay

I lie to myself

My friends, they all lie to me

The whispers behind my back

They say I’m ugly and fat

I look in the mirror

I see nothing superior

I just see pain and sorrow

I don’t want to get up tomorrow

The pain that is suffering

My love is buffering

I don’t want to be here anymore

I don’t know myself anymore

And it’s all lies

My life is a lie

My parents are a lie

My friends are a lie

How I just want to die

But I don’t want to leave the ones I love

Some can still see me from above

And it’s still lies

But I’m still here

Because I know some people don’t want me out of their life


Submitted: April 04, 2019

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Compass Girl

Thank you for sharing this very raw poem. You are important and You matter.

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