Hello World! I'm Mackenzie Miller.

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Summertime...how fun. Doing nothing, or almost nothing. Doing everything, or almost everything. Can I please just get some coffee or something?

Chapter 1 (v.1) - June 12 2019

Submitted: June 12, 2019

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June 12, 2019

This is the dumbest idea I've ever had. But I hear it builds confidence or something to write everything out, so ya know... this should work just fine.

Anyway, you terrible diary thing, today is stupid. I mean, all days are filled with misery and despair because moving here suckeddddd like no other thing in this fucking universe, but especially today.

My mom got in a car accident and didn't tell anyone for a few days. She could have died and none of us would have known. I mean seriously, what is this shit? And the worst part (after making sure she wasn't hurt this was my next concern) SHE DOESN'T HAVE A CAR ANYMORE! If the other guy in the accident doesn't have insurance, then my mom can't get her car repaired or a new one or whatever. LIKE WHAT THE HELL???? If she doesn't get a new car or a car at all for that matter, I won't be able to see her. If anyone asks I'll deny it and I'm not saying this happened but I may have balled my eyes out for a while.

See, my dad, what a lovely man...not. He won't let us go unless he has a car, either because he doesn't want to make the two-hour trip to get there, or because he can't get ahold of her. Which that is honestly his fault. He won't take her calls because it's inconvenient for him, and then when her phone gets turned off, he complains that she won't answer his calls. Well, I wonder why you fucking idiot.

But no, Samantha (my demon four-year-old stepsister) had her birthday party today. I mainly just laid in my bed and watched Glee through most of it. I don't find a house full of nine-year-olds I don't know very appealing if you know what I mean. 

I went to get my hair cut too, and that's just all sorts of crazy. See, I have that kind of thick hair that I can't wear down because it gets all frizzy and I have no idea what to do with it. So stupid. So yes, I got layers and framed it around my face, but that's not the idea here.

On the brightside, I stole my dad's camera and took a bunch of pictures with it outside. They turned out really well, even though he'll probably delete them anyway. That's sort of what everyone does around here. I swear I could fall in a hole and disappear and no one would notice until dinnertime when I don't show up to the table.

My brother is still in Alabama, which is cool. My grandma is there and can't go on the girls trip because she has to restart chemo treatments. You know, since my dad never let me see my mom, and my old stepmom was a psycho, for a long time she was the only amazing female role model I had. But Dad didn't actually tell me she had cancer, I guessed. 

But because the doctors are starting her treatments back up, she can't go on the girls trip...talk about an awkward trip with your new stepfamily. It's been almost a year since Sasha and Dad got married, but I still can't actually look at her as if she was family. I should be able to, one would think I could. Damn, I'm an idiot. 

All of our conversations are just really awkward, you know? Like I want to think of her as a motherly figure, but I don't see it happening before I leave for college. Then I can get the hell outta Dodge.

OOOOOOOO okay!!!! So I talked to Liam today. He's the guy I've been talking to for a while. He's really sweet. And I'm doing my best to try to not compare him to my ex, who was a total douchebag btw. Basically made me believe that he loved me, stole my first like ten kisses and then ghosted me before I forced him to actually tell me to break up with me. How pathetic, like just say it already. It's not like we're waiting for some ceremony or satanic ritual. Ugh.

No, but anyway, poor dude was out of it. Just super tired and ready to go to bed. I was debating annoying him until he went or just hanging up. Or maybe hanging up and if he called back I'd annoy Liam, but I convinced him to do so before we got into any of that. 

Anyyyyywayyyyy, this is a really long first entry so I think I'm going to go now. Maybe the next ones won't be so long, who knows?

ALL I KNOW IS I NEED TO CATCH UP ON SUPERNATURAL BEFORE SEASON 15 COMES OUT!!!!! ***Not balling my eyes out because it's ending, not at all***

 


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