04/03/2019

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

Realization

Caught red handed, yet you still deny.

How could you look me in the face and tell me those lies?

Claiming to know what love is and have it in your heart.

You were full of it right from the start.

I wanted something you didn't which is why I stayed.

I tried to prove my loyalty to you regardless the games you played.

I only hurt myself this is very true.

I should've been smarter instead of being blinded by the emotions i felt for you.

You, a heartless, soulless demon in disguise.

You'd kill a person and watch them slowly die.

No remorse on your heart, no regret in your mind.

As long as you received what you wanted everything was fine.

Disappointed I helped you destroy me.

Thinking it would pay off eventually.

In the back of my mind I always knew you were too far gone, but I was taught to have faith

and holod on.

Years went by and you only got worse, with time I got better and started to realize my true

worth.

Letting you go was hard, and confusing but this heart of mine could no longer take the

bruising, from a boy whom was supposed to be a man and protect it.

Instead you left it abused and neglected.

You never took blame, never were shamed, never changed your ways, you believed you weren't

the one who needed to change.

With your mentality there was no room for reality.

Blinded by your delusions, kept you in a state of confusion.

Where all you were good at was accusing, everyone else of anything that ever went wrong for

you.


Submitted: July 16, 2019

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hullabaloo22

A real rapping rhythm to this one, Doria. Anger and disappointment very clearly stated.

Wed, July 17th, 2019 7:03pm

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Thank you for reading my work and commenting.

Wed, July 17th, 2019 2:18pm

poemlove92

Emotion felt soon as I read it!
keep on writing!!
It can be the best way to let it all out

Wed, August 21st, 2019 1:21am

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Thank you

Tue, August 20th, 2019 8:23pm

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