“Certain but Terrified”

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

When she finally finds someone good to her she knows and feels it but can’t fully accept it that’s its real.

As I Lay here beside him I feel his warmth against my body. I know and feel he loves me but my mind won’t accept what here is real. As I try to close my eyes the tears that roll down my face but as he looks at me they quickly dry and are displaced. When he wraps his arms around me I feel his love completely surrounding my every need. My heart beats as he touches my face and brushes my hair away he got my soul set at base.

He kisses me so sweetly and I look at him and smile but than I remember this isn’t forever its only for awhile. Being with him I always seem to smile in the day, smile in the night, and smile when I wake. Before I lay to rest on his chest at night my heart weeps with so much pain and only him can take it away, but even with such pain I feel I will be ok cause I know before I completely shut my eyes I smile at him and know I’ll wake to him the very next day. 

With his soft touch against my cheeks my body tingles and my bones and muscles begin to get weak. When his soft kiss pressed against my lips he has me wrapped around his pure love and gentle finger tips.

When he looks in to my eyes it’s as if it’s me he only sees. I feel so much love and on edge at the same time scared that he his just make belief in my own mind. He sees this incertainty in my eyes he’s looking at me he kisses my eyes and caresses my face and tells me he “Loves Me” and he is “MINE” and I am “HIS”. He assures me of his “Love” that “My Heart Beats” cause  I know all this is “True” but deep down I’m “Terrified”.

 


Submitted: August 07, 2019

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