Ode to those whose HATE makes me STRONGER

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Something I'm feeling right now

Submitted: August 16, 2019

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Submitted: August 16, 2019

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I felt so lost 
But no not anymore 
For I'm feeling more lost 
Then I ever was before 
 
I dont know what to do 
Or even what to say 
I guess it doesn't matter 
Cause the feelings never go away
 
You say your open minded
But i dont think that's the case 
As you always have a nasty word 
Whatever the topic of conversation
That i find myself needing to hold on and brace.
 
Sexual Orientation,
Sexualities 
People on the Spectrum, 
There must be something wrong with me
 
And when you say those hurtful words
It strikes me deep in my heart 
For the words are being aimed 
at someone I truly love
Thats Its really hard to hold on 
Without wanting to fall apart
 
What makes it so much worse 
Is that you don't even know 
That the feelings you evoke 
Are damaging me and my soul
 
I am so close to the edge
But I'm not ready to fall 
Because this is my fight 
And i won't let you win, No not at all
 
One day you will see 
The damage you inflicted 
When that time comes
You won't believe what you depicted
 
As I won't be that girl 
That you abused and neglected
I won't be that girl 
That you manipulated and rejected
 
I will be me, but i will have changed 
Gone will be my gullible, naive and fragility 
And in its place a strong and dangerous tranquillity
 
Once you realise that it's you 
who made me, what i will become 
Then I hope you will think back 
Figure out what you said to make me succumb
 
For no normal person, nor sane
Would ever willingly endure 
The way you treat me, those cruel words
So for now i say GoodNight & GoodBye
Sincerely Yours


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