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Not happy

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: September 02, 2019

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Sometimes I feel, like right now 

That I’ll never be truly happy again.

Sometimes despite all the therapy,

All the fighting talk,

All the acting I do.

I’m miserable deep inside 

Because I feel the loss of my past life. 

The pain that I have endured from him and my family, 

Won’t heal, 

Despite lots of TLC 

Its not the same, my life is now deeply tainted and I know not what to do. 

I’ve used exercise and alcohol to subdue the anger and pain.

Like a numbing injection the benefits are short lived. 

In the past 5 years I have moved 

But still unsettled I be.

I look in the mirror and I don’t recognise me. 

And suspicions of others 

On apps, tablets and phones.

Have taken their toll on me.

I know you love me 

But you lied, just like he did,

Because of that, I can’t let things go.

Which is why I’m awake writing this down, when I in slumber deep should be.

The honest truth is, I’m sorry,

I just can’t help it,

I’m just not happy.

And I don’t know what to do about it.


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