Losing Megan

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
taken from my book, "Different Results! PLEASE!!!!!"

Submitted: September 10, 2019

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Losing Megan

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I guess I'll never really see your face

"Like, ever"

But oh fuckin' well

Life is still livable

"To a degree"

The Lord

"Or the lack there of"

Is keeping me relationship free

But I couldn't give a crap

I can't afford a lover like that

Women are more expensive than crack

So.....where does that leave me?

I can't even afford crack

So....."I'm gone"

From love

Or having it, "at all"

The point blank equations of time

Will let me know why you cannot be mine

But I will never know who will

Because the people with the power

Who control ev'ry ones' lives

Will never let us know before hand

Until they are ready

To change their minds

So.....whatever the fuck is wrong

With those people who control the world

I don't know

But I don't care

And religion will only make

Those people more powerful

So I end my faith in the church

With no knowledge of A Higher Power

To replace that belief

But oh fuckin' well

I will live

I will die

You will be fine

And not be mine

I was in way over my head

Thinking you were leaving your husband for me

What was I thinking?

"I know! right?!"

I'll never forget how stupid I've become

But it doesn't matter now

I have truly scared you away

Or have caused Booksie Guy

To take you away from my life

Whatever

I get it

I was wrong

People don't wanna tell me themselves

Not to talk with each other

Not give us any warning, "at all"

And close your account

But that's their inventory

I'm not gonna take it for them

I just feel I was led on

But oh well

I guess you can't find true love

On Booksie Silk

Though some writers have

On regular Booksie though

I think

But that's their luck

Not mine

Because obviously

I can only live

My life

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09-10-'19

D. L. Cannon


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