Don't fuck around

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: October 26, 2019

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You will not take me

You will not destroy me

As much as you'd like to, you will not rob me of my happiness

 

I know you're paranoid

I know you hate uncertainty

Hate not knowing all the answers

Hate me because I've surrendered to my ignorance

 

And so you whisper terrifying ideas in my ear

Ideas that I don't want to believe, but can't definitively prove untrue

And you torment me with the prospect of killing myself or those I love

You bully me with incredible conspiracies that demand I tear apart the life I have before me

 

Heck, just to spite you I would like to blow my brains out

Just to make you shut up I would like it all to end

Seeing as you're an inextricable part of me I can never completely forsake

No matter how much I want to

 

I hate you so much

You evolutionary burden saddled with looking out for dangers and keeping me safe

And refusing to lower the alarm even when I was born into as safe as a life can be

You are my biggest abuser, the one I have to live with all the time.

 

But I will prevail.

You will not break me

You will not ruin me

And when I die, you cannot outlive me

I don't believe you're right and I'm wrong

But even if somehow you were, I would never ever let you rob me of what I have

I may have no choice but to humor you

But I will never ever give in.


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