ohai... it's me again

I guess there are things I could say to explain, but i think it's best I just start with hello...
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I'm Jessica,
and about 90% of the time I'm just...sorry.
I'm 26 and I still wish I knew how to be
who I want to be when I grow up.
hell, I wish I knew how to be who I want to be
the next time I wake up. but that's beside the point...
I have a tendency of being sad at all the
inconvenient times...
so for as long as I can remember
I've always been that way,
and I've always been so damn sorry. So i will give you the warning I should have got for my life at birth, enter at your own risk kiddo. and for the love of god..... try to leave this place as you found it if you cant help make it better