Disaster Relief

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Romance
It will be better this way...

Submitted: November 15, 2019

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Looking back to that very first day of meeting your acquaintance, I somehow missed the part where my heart was bruised still from a past love hurt..... Three years you say you had not been with anyone before me, except for your first sons mother. As of late, I find that also hard to believe. The problem has been here all along, neither one of us wanted to see the issue. It was deeper than you wanting me to have an abortion or not wanting a family at all. It was deeper than your drug habits and needing a bunch of people around as to not have to deal with your demons....I managed to meet you where you were and found myself plunged into a darkness that I was not fully prepared for. My world before you was lies also, "I love you", "Your the only one for me, "I mean, it is not anything like that, she just takes care of me". Man, I knew better on that one. The very next day I wake up and see he married what was not that big of a deal. You on the other hand were actually telling the truth.... Along with the sneakiness and the lies, you let me know in the very beginning that you would never be what I needed.....

How, could I have been so stupid and blind? My creator would tell me to love even when I did not feel like it. I was plunged deeper into the abyss while having to go to appointments alone, finding half naked supposed to be friends in your phone, dealing with the awkward silence cause I spill my emotions out on the table and get nothing in return. The games(video, head games, etc.) you play are so mundane that I had no choice but to humble myself and keep my composure. Never have I been a woman to back down from a fight involving my emotions. A womans worth is priceless, yet men take advantage of us constantly, then wonder why we leave.....I still do not see you as a bad person because we share a seed. He is my new world, he has been here for three years now and you have had us locked away in your dungeon of emotion.

The arguments we have now just show me the parts of you that have grown, I am proud of those areas. Yet the hurt you caused inside me is becoming unbearable because after all the forgiving and still loving, you still disrepect me as your "Wife". I would much rather you be in the streets, at least then I would know it was for show. You want to keep a good one down cause you know your a dog. I was so good to you and you just kept spitting in my face. Tables have very much turned now, honey, so we will see. I have told you all along the real me would help and be there for you and I will. What I did not tell you is that, you were my last karmic relationship test before stepping into my destiny.

I must say thank you at ths point and I am humbled by your lesson of suppression. The flower you tried so hard to kill away by your toxic habits as well as magnifying my own, only helped me elevate. I  have shown you how strong the love of a REAL ONE will have you like an open wound in need of divine healing!!!! I also will love you back to life and leave you standing. I have to love me now. I have to do what is best for our son. You are not it. They say that one mans trash is another mans treasure.... Oh how this man is going to cherish me. Take this L son. WE ARE LOVE!!! Woman will always be the stronger individual, and soon enough, this woman will have her strong individual. 

Cosmic love cannot be broken..........My disaster relief


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