I’m feeling Depressed

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
She is living the life that belongs to you...

Submitted: December 25, 2019

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Submitted: December 25, 2019

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I’m feeling Depressed,

And these are words 

I couldn’t say...

To reach a friend,

a someone, 

I reached nobody...

I told no one.

 

To open your heart,

Knowing that inside 

There is not something 

to be proud of,

It only brings shame 

and despair..

 

I’m feeling distress,

Isn’t it the way
I’ve been living?

I should be used to it...

 

Today I’m feeling....

The gray clouds 

that cover the sky-

The cold rain inside me,

The waters trying to drown me.

 

Tonight,

I’m feeling suicidal 

And it could be so easy 

to end this,

Just one stab... just one.

And let my life bleeding out.

 

Life is so fragile,

We take it for granted...

We take it

as something we own.

Do we... really own it?

We don’t.

 

I’m feeling Depressed,

And again I’m on my own,

I’ve always been, 

It’s always been like that...

 

I’m feeling at risk,

And I’d rather

to choose death

Because I can’t reach out.

I can’t... I just can’t.

 

I’m feeling overwhelmed,

Feeling anxious,

Feeling powerless,

Hopeless

Feeling pain,

I hate it... 

but I feel like I deserve it 

For no reason.

 

I’m feeling guilty,

Because 

I’m not courageous enough,

reckless enough,

Quick enough,

When it’s so easy

to give up life.

 

It’s not that I don’t recognize 

That I’m loved,

That I deserve kindness,

That I deserve hope...

But when darkness attacks

Without warning, 

It doesn’t ask for permission,

It doesn’t need a reason.

I don’t recognize myself!

Because I’m feeling Depressed.


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