when you think, it's all over.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: January 14, 2020

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You just don't realize how broken you are until you realize how different you have become. It all started slowly when we started growing feelings for eachother.

At the very moment, I was trying to save her heart from falling into pieces but after all my actions which i thought I succeeded in excuting. I found out that I totally failed and caused her pain which was unbearable. Guilt is driving me crazy as i have totally destroyed someone's soul before even realising it myself. I did what i had to do just to let her move on just cause my ego and my pride won't give in to the love she showed me.

I know I have hurt her even when she was in tremendous pain which I am never proud off but even through all that, she gave me everything to make me smile. Seeing all the efforts she made for me, I was happy but I still wouldn't budge cause I couldn't get over my ownself. All she needed and wanted from me was a little sunlight to drag her through her darkest insecurities. In return i was just avoiding her even when i didnt want to. Moreover, the more pain i thought i was causing her to make her move on, was indirectly leading to the pain i feel today.

Its really disheartening how selfish and foolish i acted to make things go the way i wanted. My actions and words might have been like a sword that wounded her heart and caused a scar to her soul. She even might have difficulties trusting anyone at this point. Well, i didnt mean to make her life difficult but i just wanted her to move on. Now that's over , all I have is memories of me breaking the walls when she was trying to them with her smiling face. I am so sorry things had to go this way.

PS: Life just moves on and I am proud that you has moved forward. Thank you for everything.

~ K ????


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