The Last Time I Think of You

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic

By posting this, I promise myself I won't think about you anymore :)

I hate myself. I fall in love with personalities, with moments, with thoughts. I fall for affection. 
I've been dating a boy for +2 years now and this has happened before. I fell for a boy but then we stopped hanging out and it relented. And then this happened.

I went to my friends 18th birthday and half of my class was there. We are all cool with eachother but never hung out outside the school. After her birthday ended at around 12, we went to a different city where this boy lived (I'll call him Tom just for the story). It was an hour long drive to there. Not all of us went, only the 5 of us.

So we went drinking to a club in his city and it was really fun. We were all dancing and drinking and around 3 we went to his house.
The 5 of us stayed up till 6am and then they all fell asleep. But Tom wasn't tired and asked me to stay up with him. We went to a different room and we were just sitting on the bed, drinking and talking. We finally went to sleep at 9am. We were both sleeping in our own separate beds. But at 10am everybody came in the room to wake us up. 
We were so tired that we just couldn't be awake and he layed in the bed with me. It wasn't anything special-we weren't even touching until it became cramped. I told he that he may hug me.
Then I just fell asleep in his arms. It felt calm. I didn't think of it much because we were just friends and neither of us were thinking of it in a weird way. When I woke up, he was already awake and I was laying on his chest. We stayed like that for a while. We all need someone to hold from time to time. 
Nothing else haappend after that. We never talked about it but the 5 of us are going to his place again soon to repeat the ''party'' we had. 
From that day we talk everyday. But we never talk about the cuddling. Ever.
He's on my mind alot and he was very gental with me. He cared. He was touching my skin so nicely, gently and softly. He doesn't look like the most gental boy but that couple of hours we were together changed my mind. I can't think of a word that could explain the feeling from that day. Ever since, he was on my mind. And I don't know if i fell in love but it sure feels like it. It's like when every song reminds you of that person.  


Submitted: February 01, 2020

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