I head straight into the depth of it
Stretching out my hands trying to find my way out of it
My nightmares are people walking around in pairs
The hate in me ignites like emergency flares
I sometimes wish hearts had spares
So when broken, they’d have repairs.
My whole life I met with cavaliers
The reason why falling in love has topped my worst fears
Truly, the heart perseveres
I don’t know how many times hearts get used as piers
Once, my heart was set alight
Everything seemed to be alright
I was joyful and my face was bright.
Now I creep in the thick darkness searching for the light.
I can’t tell the difference between day and night
Demons crash my thoughts without an invite
I got a huge appetite for death
I cite the angel of death to come cease my breath
But she does not heed to my call.
My soul is drying up like I caught blight
I don’t want to be alive at all.
One time I was a deceiver
Now I am stuck here in the dark light
Submitted: April 27, 2020
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