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im saket singh its my fake name i can't publish my real name though ! im 19 years old now! basically i studied in kv not mentioning the exact place ! well lets start my story !

when i was in 9th class i got one message from my classmate let us say her name will be "haina" cuz i don't want to mention the names here !! so we used to talk a lot about school life cuz we are in the same school. i don't know how we became so close friend in very short period of time ! and we are the best friend forever! so at that time she had a boyfriend named "pal" and me and pal are best friend too ! i got an girlfriend named "gusty". i don't know but i started to attract towards haina ! and somehow i manages to breakup with my gusty and force my best friend pal to breakup with haina ! then as you all know girls need someone after breakup ! so i became that person ! and supported her very much ! i used to tell her to love herself than anything ! i don't know how i fell in love with her ! she used to say about being in relationship but ended up saying " i love you but as a friend" meanwhile she used to talk to some other guys which i seriously don't like ! i know its her life but still i think the same.! in 10th class i told about this to my other bestriend named "su" he told me that she is using you and nothing else ! and i decided to block her in fb and not to talk in real life ! but she begged me to stay but i left her ! and go for further studies outside that place ! i used to think that she used me and nothing else. finally after 11th i got one more girl that dosen't even seems interesting to me ! i used to think about haina ! then in 12th class i again went to talk with haina she accepted me with tears in her eyes ! and she stated that she loved me more than her father ! those words !!! i fell in love with her again in class 12th she somehow manages to be in relationship with me. we used to talk a lot ! she used to share everything which is going on the school and much more we used to do video calls night upto 4 am ! those were the golden days to me ! then i told her the worst thing that " i masturbate on her pics" which lead me into big trouble before this day we went to a date where i tried to kiss and hug her because we planned these things before ! but she is like "im not comfortable" but i don't take this so deep  ! i kissed her in cheeks so many times and hugged her too ! she used to smile but after some time said that "im not comfortable here" then after that day i said to her about the masturbation ! then after 5 days she replied that its over " im breaking off with you " most fucked up days !! she done a right thing and now she is with other friend of mine named "deep"! i somewhat thinks that its my fault or sometime i thinks that its her problem. that she won;t accepted the fantasy of mine ! i don;t know !
but the main thing is she told about this masturbation to her friends which lead me into great depression ! someday she used to treat me like a king ! and now im begger to her ! begging her to love me ! but the day has come ! she left me ! and totally blocked me from everywhere insta , facebook ! she don;t even want to look at me !!

and now im in great depression ! its been 10 months i till not moved on !!!
im blaming myself for all those shits happens in my life ! i started smoking for few days but it won't working ! now only thing left is my passion about hacking ! i am preparing for oscp ! but the past thing is still on my mind ! i can't get over it !!
she is happy with her new bestie named " deep " i too got some girls in my life ! but the thing is im not get over with haina !
hope i will cure myself again and get best girl who deserve me and know my fantasy about sex relationship and all those stuffs ! i need girl who accept the fact that i masturbate on her pics just to avoid porn stars !


Submitted: May 23, 2020

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