The Call

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Jenn calls her crush to tell him something really important and this is what she says.

What I said to him
 

Hello? ” Hi” ok so I need to talk to you about something really important and I don't want you to talk until I am done and not say a word otherwise I won't be able to say all I want to say. Do you understand? “Yes I understand” Ok so There has been something on my mind for awhile ever since we haven't been friends, I just need to get it off of my chest so here goes nothing. 

 I love you, I know you don't love me back and yes I know you think it’s gross  but I’ve only loved one person in my life before you came along. I loved Jay for a while until I realized that I needed to let him go because he didnt love me back. I know that we aren't friends anymore and that’s all my fault, I should’ve gotten over myself and realized that you're struggling with your ADHD. 

 I also have to say that it was kinda your fault because you weren't telling the truth you were not trusting me with things like what’s going on with your family, you keep things from me and I don't like that. I have always loved you and I think I will always love way deep down in my heart. I just don't want to get over you because you're the love of my life and everytime I’m with you I see myself actually happy and I see the side of me that I absolutely love. 

 I pushed down my feeling before because I knew I didn't have a chance but then I was in a fortnite  joking around saying that you didn’t love me love me and you said you did and that’s what brought all of my feelings back up. I know that you didn't know that this was going to happen once you did that but you lied or you didn't Idk and that's what frustrates me is that I don't know if you actually like me or not. 

 

I thought that, the time I sat on your lap and you got happy ( i'm not actually going to say what happened because it’s weird saying that) I thought maybe you actually liked me but then once I asked Quora it said that it could’ve just been a guy thing so I got sad. The only dude that wanted me like that was Jay and the only reason he wanted me was because he doesn't get girls often. I’m done with all your games and you playing with my feelings. Why cant you ever just tell me how you feel about me instead of making me feel like I need to hurt myself to make you notice me? 

 Why do you insist on getting your friends to call me ugly, fat, an ogre, all things that are rude? Out of all the things you do to me, why doI still love you? Why do I still wish you were my boyfriend? Why do I wish you would call me to apologize and say you love me?If you think I’m lying, guess what I'm not. I truly love you and no matter what you do or say to me I will always love you. 

 


Submitted: November 05, 2020

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