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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

I want to scream I LOVE YOU from the top of my lungs, but I'm afraid someone else will hear me.

 

To the guy who thinks struggles will last forever, shake the heaviness from your shoulders and be willing to start again. Allow yourself to rest. Allow yourself to heal. To the guy with nice perspectives but has lonely eyes, I fell for you. To the guy who laughs hard but always looks sad, it’s always been happier with you. To the guy who’s best at letting go, the best thing I’ve ever held was you. To the guy who feels everything deeply but thinks of himself empty, my heart is so full of you. To the guy who keeps his heart hidden, I see you. To the guy who’s good at licking his wounds in private, I care for you. To the guy who’s not just good looking but also is substantial. To the guy I’ve always have deep conversations with, I know that it’s your way of making me feel happy, and I want to do the same to you. I fell for you so hard until I reach the point that I keep on daydreaming about “US”, and our perfect future life. And all the way along, I refused to believe that you will never be mine. But the reality is always painful so better live with it or you will lose yourself everytime. We were in two different worlds that could never make it. And even if I don’t know why our paths crossed, I am still glad I met you. Not because of you but because of the life lesson I learned by knowing you. We may never get to experience all the wonderful things together. Waking up each morning next to you is close to impossible. I love to chitchat each time you sip on your coffee and ask how your day went. I want to be  the 1st person you share your hooray and be the only person you shared your sadness and disappointments. I want to prep your meal and hear you appreciate my cooking. I love to bring your towel during your bath time with a hidden agenda of bathing with you ???? I want to sleep beside you at night and tell me everything about life. I love hearing your opinions and have those small arguments along with it. I want to see you everyday and be with you forever. I wish to be with you on every failures and successes. I want to draw smiles and curves on your beautiful face. I love to see you grow and achieve all the things you wish for. I want to do all the weird things and explore the world together. I want to be with until we're gray and old and until our last sunset together. I want to lookback on how great we did and how happy we spent our lives together. I just want to live life appreciating how wonderful it was with you in it. And right, I dream, wish and hope all this impossible things become possible. But I know it will not. I may not say its okay because its definitely not. I may not know until when I can dwell with it but I promise to stay. Because I stay not because it is convenient but because I am staying for one sole reason, you. I always overcome the pain of reality with the thought of an unhappy me without you. So please sore high and reach all your dream. I will promise to always be the 1st person to cheer your success! I will always watch you from afar. Not being together isnt always a bad thing, sabi ko nga before, it only means that you were always be there for me and I am always be here for you. 

 

This is me atm with the thoughts of you on your birthday. Happiest birthday tito P. Sending you virtual hugs and kisses.


Submitted: November 17, 2020

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