Waiting in love

To be the other woman that he loves more than any other woman in his life except his mama. But she died a long time ago when he was just 6 years old.He never got the chance to have that relation that I have with my mother. I feel in total empathy towards his childhood but to make it an excuse for his behaviour towards me is absolutely absurd. I cannot allow a grown ass man, to make a fool of me. I protect his mind body and soul but who will do that for me? i have my own energy to heal myself from any broken heart or wounds. They were left by a man that built a home with me based on lies and disloyalty. No matter what is happening he see her as his forever and is in complete utter delusions of his union with his love. He feels as if he can juggle the empress and not be  completely vulnerable with her. so he entertains a flock of options leaving his love in the cold. But through out it all the express knew his worth nd pushed through and accepted him for his true authentic elf she would have over looked anything but her other half coulldnt see what this union was is the real deal and only fet once in a lifetime if anyone is that lucky. They both saw eachother for who they were but one was scared to settle down and lose his freedom while the other desperately wanted the dream of the perfect marriage with beautiful babies running the house and living in harmony with one another