Gift of Mind

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Religion and Spirituality  |  House: Booksie Classic


I'm starting to realize, though it pains me to say, but there may be no one except The Lord Jesus Christ who will be able to fully understand me. Star child, empath, borderline personality, energy bender, indigo child...so many titles I go by, and though I'm not alone, I'm included in a very small percentage of people who are very different from the majority. If you think I'm saying I'm more special, or better than anyone else, you're wrong. I'm different in a way that brings a form of responsibility that I cannot deny or run from no matter how hard I try. Who would really want the responsibility of universal sight and knowledge that the rest of the world can hardly grasp or even imagine? On the outside I look like an overly sensitive, lazy, narssicisstic, pitiful, weak, little human being, but on the inside....I could explain the inside but you wouldnt really understand. Inside is a vast whirlpool of energy, emotion, words, thoughts, dreams, premonitions, beliefs, memories, trauma, joy, faith, pain, love, and the connection I feel so strongly to the Earth and animals. All of these things come together to form factions that are what is good, what is bad, what is real, what is fake, what is unnecessary, and what is important, and then, they all go to war with eachother. This causes my body to go through several different energies, thoughts, and emotions, simultaneously, every waking minute. I've learned to numb the sensations with different ways of self medication, but I know one day I'll have to face who I am and embrace what I can do. If the Lord is the only one who sees it, then perhaps I need to accept that he's the only one who should know.


Submitted: December 04, 2020

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