Letter to Kevin

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic


January 11-21, 2018

Dear Kevin,

I don’t really know how to start or tell you this, though I suppose that the best way and really the only way would be just to say it. So, that is what I will do; I like you in a way more than just friends. I know that you do not share these feelings, as you have a girlfriend and you seem very happy with her. That’s good and I’m very glad about that, I want you to be happy. But, that doesn’t take away my feelings for you that not being possible really, though I imagine that you already know that. I really hope that you don’t feel uncomfortable about this; I just thought that you should know. Though, I do really like having you as my friend and really hope that we can continue being friends, even though this may have changed things.

Though, I would not really call what I feel towards you love, as we do not know each other well enough for that. It would be more accurate to call what I feel towards you, infatuations, as I do find you very physically attractive. Though, that is not to say that I do not find you to be very kind and nice person, I have found that you are. I don’t know that any of the above part of this section makes sense, it seems rather mad and rude to me. I just said that I liked you and basically took it back, perhaps hoping that I can somehow less this. Though, it makes it seem that I only like you on your physical appearance and that just plainly isn’t true, as I have already said. I may also say that this all started when I first meet you in Andover, when you come to visit Rosali and Jennifer. I don’t regret meeting you that day and I very happy with the outcome, it being very nice to just know that you are in my life.

I will also say this, I do hate that I have these feelings towards you. It seems very unfair to you, potentially make things awkward now. Though, perhaps it would, if I just didn’t bother to tell you any of this and continue on as normal. But, I have found that trying to keep feelings and emotions down, can be quite a torturous thing and is not something I want to do. I don’t know what else to say here, so I’ll leave it at that.

Sincerely,

Shawn


Submitted: January 02, 2021

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