Letter to Spencer 1

Dear Spencer,

I know that our friendship is very strained at the current moment and it is all my fault for failing to be a good friend to you, which I should have thought about before I acted in the ways that I have. But, you are still my friend and still one of my best friends, which I want you to know, will never change so long as I am standing and breathing. You should also know, even if you don’t want to hear it, you are my first true crush and my first true love. It will always have feeling for you in a romantic way. That being said, it has not and will not affect my feeling for you as my friend. You are an important part of my life, being closer to me than even any of my own blood relations. This may not make sense to you, but you are my family and I only wish to see you are happy. I also hope that you are well; having a wonderful time at Hofstra and making many new friend. I’m very proud of you, even with everything that has happened. I hope you read this and know that I am sorry and that one day, we will be friend again and talk again on all the things we were going to do together. But, all the same, have a happy holiday season and I hope that you find someone that sees how great you are in the way I do. I also hope that your birthday was filled with all the love and joy that you deserve.

Sincerely Your Friend,

Shawn Wood