Abyssal Liberation (Occult Philosophy/Personal Gnosis)

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In order to fully liberate the self, a permanent black hole must be formed within the psyche because the black hole allows you to access all of your original thoughts devoid of other people's dogmas and come to the realization that taboos do not exist.

Abyssal liberation requires you to make your psyche become the black hole. Some people who say they enter the abyss in order to work on themselves are tricking themselves to believe the method of dabbling in the abyss from time to time is effective when it’s really the opposite. Forming the mind into the abyss is what will help the individual come to self-realization like never before because it is a permanent state of mind. The abyss is your reality. Fragments of what you perceive to be your current consciousness have to be broken down constantly. The average person in the Western world is under the spell of hyper-reality, which is the reason they create unrealistic expectations for themselves and others along with becoming comfortable very quickly. Hyper-reality is confused as reality for most people though. Achieving abyssal liberation allows the individual to actually experience reality for what it is and this will make them uncomfortable, but that feeling is what gives the person the ability to stimulate their mind and unlock certain abilities they tend to suppress. Liberating yourself through making the abyss a permanent realm in the brain forces people to realize that there are no taboos. No thought is too perverse or extreme. Rather than dismissing your transgressive thoughts like most people would, you use your imagination and intelligence to decode what those thoughts represent and you decide whether you feel it’s beneficial to release these thoughts or that they serve no purpose for you.

 

The modern man is claiming that he wants to fully know himself yet he is still trapped under concepts like duality and avoids finding out answers for the violent and sexual thoughts he has. The American entertainment industry’s bread and butter comes from material that displays or talks about violence and sex. People generally find it entertaining but when it comes to dissecting their own thoughts that revolve around sex or violence, they only show that they have been conditioned to be infantilized to the point where they avoid it because they’ve never been taught to deal with them. The way their fear their own visions is incredibly identical to how a child would be scared of a monster that’s supposedly under their bed. Self-criminalization also comes into play. You believe that you are committing some sort of crime or breaking a moral code for having certain visions or dreams and this thought process can lead to self-hatred. Violence is very much a part of nature. Violence itself is a neutral thing. There are people who can use violence responsibly and then you have those who use it irresponsibility and this usually involves harming people in extreme ways whether it’s physical or mental. The latter is what people usually picture in their head when they think of violence, but it’s very possible to use that energy for something that can benefit you mentally and spiritually. Work on understanding where the violent thoughts originate from and learn how to transmute that energy by creating transgressive art, transgressive philosophy, transgressive spiritual systems, etc. In general, you should use the energy to build a healthy relationship with death. When violence is used correctly, the individual will see that there’s a divine aspect to violence. Your thoughts can only bother you if they involve harming innocent people, but even in this case, the abyss guides you in figuring why these thoughts come about and how to eradicate them before you rush to seeing yourself as someone who’s immoral or delusional.

Having intense visions about sexual fetishes you may misunderstand in your everyday life doesn’t automatically mean you are dealing with a so-called curse or spiritual attack. The truth is the more you infantilize yourself, the more clouded your mind becomes. Another important factor that plays into you refusing to see your visions for what they are is trauma. As soon as your thoughts begin to play out, you immediately go into a corner because you tend to conflate every intense thing that lives within the psyche with your previous traumatic experiences. The sexual fetishes you imagine yourself doing need to be embraced not rejected. Rejecting your fetishes is why you still feel like you are disconnected from yourself. In order to embrace them, the man or woman has to detach themselves from mainstream perspectives surrounding those fetishes and the many egregores they’re attached to that have forced them to not what know their “shadow” is. As long as they involve consenting adults, release this sexual energy you’ve been repressing no matter how uncomfortable it may make you feel at first. By rejecting aspects of your self as taboos as society would label them, you begin to accept totality. Duality is actually the prison, not the liberator contrary to what the average person claims. Duality makes people accept a divided self, buying into ideas such as the “light side” and the “dark side”. In the abyss however, you begin going through the process of seeing yourself as one. The shadow isn’t something you simply integrate into your being. Your shadow represents the total self and to acknowledge totality as reality, you have to become the shadow. Swallow it whole and watch yourself transform into a complete self that is free of the different separations that duality promotes.

 

While working on liberating yourself through the abyss, you may begin to question your sanity. Questioning your sanity is a natural feeling when you’re in the initiatory phase, but you will eventually ditch concepts like sanity and insanity. The moment the practitioner or thinker begins constructing their mind to become the abyss/black hole, they’ll start to notice the real importance of personal gnosis. There are so many people that love to tell others that they need to think for themselves. What’s funny about them constantly saying this though is that they hardly come up with original thoughts. “Thinking for yourself” usually means that the person they’re yelling this to has to accept contrarian ideals that are wrapped under the guise of free-thinking. In the black hole, personal gnosis is constantly coming at you. For the initiate, they may find great difficulty in this because of the speed their own thoughts are coming at them and the fact they’re dealing with thoughts that are free from other people’s dogmas and moral codes. Even the majority of self-proclaimed free thinkers aren’t really free because they think their thoughts have to be confirmed by someone else.

Sanity and insanity don’t mean much once you’re able to process your own information at a slower rate. “Losing your mind” is a requirement. In this context, you are losing the false mind that is attached to thought structures that are the opposite of yours you take as your own since they’re designed for people to conform into a society. In other words, you are losing a template instead of the mind. The individual mind is developed in the abyss so you can’t lose what you never truly had beforehand. This is why when you are operating as a human being based on the template given to you, you may feel like you’re malfunctioning while attempting to process ideas that you legitimately feel connected to. Assume totality through your inner workings with the permanent black hole you have developed for your psyche in order to remove the true self from the mental prisons that have made you adopt intellectual defeatism, split personalities, and ethics as it is defined by modern society since these are all the products of templates most people refuse to leave themselves.


Submitted: January 26, 2021

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