Would It Ever Work?
-
You have my heart
But what are you going to do with it?
Will we fall apart?
Or will we make something out of this feeling?
Do you feel it too?
Or am I a complete "loon"?
I don't understand the reason why
__I want you like I do
I just wanna put my love in your heart
So I won't be thee only one feeling it
But it sounds so hard to do
So I'll settle for paper and pen
Because I know I'm sick
I just couldn't see myself fitting in your life
But I'm not ready to say "goodbye"
I want you forever
It doesn't matter if I have no reason
My heart wasn't born with with reasoning
I don't know why I can't be loved
I just know I can't
So maybe I am just one big stupid dumb-ass
Who can't learn to live without
__somebody that I can't have
But it's not thee end of the world
This is pretty fun to me
It's also very frustrating
In fact, I'm lost in my desire
With unmeetable demands
I just want you so bad
__that I'm starting to crack
Only having you all to myself
__will release me from this Hell
I realize I'm to blame
__for feeling this way
But I just want what I want
And what I want is to have you
In ev'ry way possible
But in my life, possibilities are limited
I can't get married
And shouldn't have children
I don't think any one
__would want an unemployable father
Who's crazy as all Hell
And cannot be bothered
I just want you
Oh God
__I'm doomed
____aren't I?
Seems like you'll never be mine
But I'm having a good time
Just writing you into my life
But if things never change
There'll never be a you-and-I
We'll whither, and falter
I'll once again be heart broken
With painful memories
__flooding my head
Going blind with heartache
And completely insane
Off the deep end
And drowning in a sea of pain
That will capture me once again
I don't want to go back to living like that
It's "you", I want to have
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01-25-'21 #2
D. L. Cannon
Submitted: January 26, 2021
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