What am I searching for?

Am I searching for likes?

Or maybe attention!

Both go hand and hand right?

Maybe I want the heaviness to go away, or a reason to keep going...

I can't seem to stop stopping, I go and start dishes and I run out of hot water,so they sit a bit longer, 

I sleep and I wake but yet I want to sleep more, it doesn't really matter the deeper I sink the better I may be. 

I'm less visible now and it seems safer that way!