My Life

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

Hope you read the previous story.

Hey it’s me Ridhi again, I am here to continue my story where I left off…..

There was a reason why I didn’t like any of my classmates, it is because I liked my Mathematics teacher. Oops! I said it! I never said this to any person I knew. I never liked Mathematics but it was because of him I started investing my time on it. He was the main reason for my ‘O’ grades in it. I’d never miss a class of his. I’d see him like a devote. You know the thing with teachers and students, teachers would see those students during the lecture who are either toppers or appears to be attentive, and yes he used to look at me too. Guess what I’d get butterflies by that look. I was always ahead of other students in class. I even solved 10th grade mathematics just to have his attention. During the summer while everyone at home spending their time joyfully, I was there missing my teacher badly and I was in agony. On the other side my super senior Roshan missed me like hell and he grew lovely feelings for me. When I went to school after the summer vacation, I found my beloved teacher resigned lately and I had to digest the fact that I can’t see him anymore. I somehow moved on from my very first heart break. HAHAHAHHAHAH!

Meanwhile Roshan loved me. And even this time I didn’t understand what was happening around me, trust me if I had a chance to beat myself I’d have done it. He used to give chocolates to me daily. Why would I say no to a chocolate when my mother never allows me to get one. I took them. EWWWWWW! I had no idea what taking or accepting a chocolate from a boy. Turned out that it was showing my acceptance to his love! UGH!!! How a 13 year old girl would know about all these?! Okay they know but it’s me we are talking about, I knew nothing about all the rituals. The moment I took chocolate he thought that he had proposed his love to me and I had accepted it by taking the chocolate. This time it wasn’t easy, he told to all of his friends, my friends. This happened with me AGAIN, I didn’t notice it AGAIN, I was fooled AGAIN, I was misunderstood AGAIN! The next day I had a project to do and couldn’t waste my time during breaks too. So I stopped talking to Roshan. Which he understood that I wasn’t talking to him because he had done something wrong and that hurt me! After few days, during the morning’s prayer, a senior came up to me and told me that she knows a little secret about me. I asked her to spill it out to which she replied that Ridhi that means me and Roshan, my super senior are in love! I was dumb stuck hearing that. OMG I just came out of despair and again this?! I told her that he never confessed his feelings for me and I don’t love him. She couldn’t believe me. In fact no one ever did! All they wanted is to have a spicy chat about us during breaks. They spread rumors of us claiming that we kissed! WHAT THE HELL! I never touched his arm! I couldn’t accept this for a while and all of a sudden I too started liking him, but I never showed it out. I admired him inside me. I’d think of him all the day long and when he confronts me I’d turn around. I remember his outfits too till date. His class and my class were next to each other and I could see him from the window next to me, so did he. I liked his attention towards me. He used to stalk me. He even followed me till restroom. There was this kid in our school who came to me one day and wouldn’t leave me throughout the day and won’t go back to his class. I pampered him and he doze off. He started coming everyday, I couldn’t help it. He used to make me kiss on his cheek while leaving. One day, like any other days I kissed him and said goodbyes. I was going to home and saw Roshan kissing the kid on cheek right where I kissed him 2 minutes ago. I loved that moment.


Submitted: March 14, 2021

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Alizzia Ward

Ahh! How does it feel to have an admirer?
It also sucks to be misunderstood though!
~Alizzia

Wed, March 17th, 2021 8:09am

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It feels wow! Until that admirer is no longer yours.
Yeah! A lot!

Wed, March 17th, 2021 9:50am

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