My Life

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

Something you never read;)

Ta-da!

I don’t know how and why but I was always interested in knowing more about human body, let it be heart, lungs, or sexual organs. Scenes from movies which have kiss, romance or any other sexual activity would attract me more than the usual ones. You won’t believe me if I say that I felt that ever since I was 8 years old. To be frank I would imagine me and my crush in the scenes I used to watch. I never saw porn when I already knew how to masturbate. I discovered it all by myself when I was 11 years old.

I had problem with my sleep. I couldn’t sleep early, it would take many hours of trying. I first discovered it when I couldn’t sleep on one night. I touched my clit somehow, it felt so nice rubbing there. I started doing it and imagined a romantic scene. I can’t say I was aroused but I doze off quickly. That’s how I did it whenever I have to sleep early. I experienced my first arousal when I was 12. I didn’t know what to call what I was doing back then. I even felt that it was something I was forbidden to do, yet did it. I thought no one on this earth would do it.

There is this thing with my masturbation I would imagine whatever I like to, but never tried to have real sex. I was always taught that no matter what I should never lose my virginity to someone other than my husband. I believe it too. But my belief has expections;). According to me I will have sex only with my husband but can think of any person while masturbating. I never know if it is bad to imagine someone fucking me. Trust me I don’t even know it now.When I say I like to masturbate that doesn’t mean I would fuck with any. I do have some values. I like it only with my beloved.

Here is one thing I learnt about masturbation, you can either do it with your undies on or bare on your clit. One more fascinating thing I taught to myself was you can also have an orgasm with a running hand shower, it feels awesome than that of with hand. Saddest thing is that there was no sex education, forget about sex education, we can’t even talk about our body and what it feels like to explore ourselves with our pleasures, our elders seemed like it was a sin to think about sex before marriage. Like what? Really? I am not supposed to think or know neither about sex nor about my body and suddenly when I get married I am supposed to act like an experienced slut and satisfy my husband with my jaws? You’ve gotta be kidding me!

 

 


Submitted: March 16, 2021

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Ezra Enzo

Wow. I'm no woman, but that felt a little poetic instead of expressive. More of both maybe. Overall, interesting to hear the perspective of a woman. Great work...? I don't know what to say of this, good or bad really, but overall interesting. - E.E

Tue, March 16th, 2021 7:39pm

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Thank you!
But it's no gender perception, it's a human perception.

Wed, March 17th, 2021 9:45am

Alizzia Ward

Oops.. I never knew this was a bit mature.. Haha
Wait.. doing it (The M thing) in 11? That was a bit advanced..
But no education in that aspect? A bit harsh..
Don't worry, we don't have one too..
~Alizzia

Wed, March 17th, 2021 8:20am

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I learnt THE M THING like how I easily learned to speak :)

Wed, March 17th, 2021 9:56am

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