You

You

I’m still here

In the crowded street

I held my breath

Smoke filled the night sky

Ash flickered in air

From my fingers

To the tip of the cigarette

I watch myself drown

In the thoughts of you

Wine, soju, and brandy

Take me back to you and me

For I’m still here

Reasons still unclear

The night was alive

Ours wasn’t

You were there on my worst

And on yours, you called for me

But I wasn’t the first

In the crowded street I was alone

The night whispered its secrets

A question I never want to answer

Do you still think of me?