Feeling Conflicted

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic


Feeling Conflicted

All my friends are doing it, But I’m scared of the whole thing

Afraid of the pain and what the life after would mean.

My mother taught me to wait, said that’s the Christian thing to do.

But she had my sister at in high school, so why preach something that she didn’t do.

 

I have this guy I like, and he says he’s willing to wait.

He says that he loves me and that he’ll marry me one day.

 Lately things have change and he’s turning away from me.

Sometimes it takes days to respond and when he sees me, he barely speaks.

 

Lately my hormones have be raging, and it’s constantly on my mind.

My thoughts tell me it’s the universes signal saying that now is the time.

My friends tell me to lose it or if not, he’ll walk away.

But if I do it won’t feel genuine, it’d just be a play to make him stay.

 

Losing him will hurt and probably shatter my whole world.

But sex won’t guarantee he’ll stay, he could easily leave for another girl.

Right now, I’m on the edge and confused about what to do.

Should I do it or not? As of right now, I have no clue.


Submitted: May 04, 2021

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