The one I want but cant have.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

this is about finding out you cant be with someone you love.

Everyone has always told me 1 or 2 things. Maybe they are not the one, maybe it’s the right person at the wrong time. Ive heard "Theres plenty of fish in the sea I don’t know how many times now but there is one thing that no one ever says and that is " maybe they are the right one but there is a reason you can't have them".  no breakup can compare to knowing you want and love someone and you can't have them. I lay there with tears in my eyes thinking I should have seen it coming or I'm so stupid for believing there could have been something. I try and find a way to make myself angry so that I can move on but I can't stop thinking of all the good memories, the songs, the pictures, the tiktok I was sent, the Instagram post everything reminds me of him. The one for me the one I want but  the one I can't have. Ive always thought that being cheated on or dumped was as bad as it could get when it comes to relationships but it's not. Ive never felt this way it's like my heart has been ripped out and crushed to a thousand pieces. I never knew what love felt like or was until I meet him. Lying awake thinking to myself damn am I lucky and I can't lose him. Never felt the want to spend the rest of my life with Somone never thought about the future and here I spend my day thinking about all of that. If there is one thing he has taught me it is that love is being loyal and trustworthy, love is  smiling when your phone buzzes or lights up even though you don’t know who it is yet, love is a two way road you work together and compromise to make each other happy, Love is putting the other before yourself, and love is when you can look through someone in their hardest times and still find the beauty within. Ive fallen had and I know it but I'm staying loyal because I now know what love it. I guess now love is also learning to live without someone learning to live without the one you love and the one you want. I'm in love with someone I can't have and there in love with me. 

 


Submitted: May 05, 2021

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