BEE I'm a boy!.. right?

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I'm a boy!.. right?
Let me share some one-sided memories.

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BEE

-Bobbie

BEE.

 

B: Beautiful in every way!

E: EVERYDAY!

 E: EXEPTANCE!

 

Lets talk.

let me start by saying THANK YOU! and i hope to make this as simple to follow along with this simple story that might be a but out if the BLUE.

Before i start let me ask you to close your eyes and answer this simple question: ARE YOU OK?

Right?

 I'm a boy!! You're A GIRL!!!!!

that's how I've felt my entire life and

let me explain why, physically I know I'm a "girl" my mother has made that very clear every damn day of my "life" but

here's the thing I'm a BOY! and I'm sorry but that's NEVER going to change!

 

WHY?

Honestly, no booty play? it's because of having absolutely no one to trust in my life and with a

nonexciting support system I guess I have to be a "girl"

right? I mean... I guess... but.. I'M STILL A BOY!... right??

(5th grade) 

[..Right?]

 15

Best day of my life!!.. I HATE myself... but... it's the best day of my life because I met HER. It's the best day of my life, I would die for HER. We met for the fist time at the hospital but I know she

is the person I will love unconditionally till the day I die. 

(22)

HIM

So, it's been some time since the last time I saw you... I miss you. Someone called me beautiful today and I

froze, you see I don't like HIM like that.. but THEY keep

pushing me to HIM and I'm SCARED. I MISS YOU! I told him "I'M A BOY!" and HE put his hand in my shirt... I'm SCARED!

I'm a "girl" and I'm SCARED of HIM. But I'm a BOY!... I'm still SCARED of HIM.. HE knows I'm a BOY.

love?

 

Love is a beautiful thing, so I've heard.

It's been some years since all of those thoghts and memories have came to mind and I honestly can't say I

missed them.. BUT.... I miss HER I'm now 28 still A BOY..

No, not a BOY but now a MAN.. in a womans body. I have a Daughter and I would die for HER but I haven't seen HER for over a year, she's with HIM; I'm still SCARED... but... I

perefer to have my body filled with covered bruises having to smile for others while I keep telling myself that it's all worth it as long as I'm with HER and by HER side it'll be

OKAY; But it's not like that and I'm not ok because I AM A

MAN NOT A WOMAN! Yet I gave birth to my daughter that is no longer with me but with the "MAN" that makes my

skin craw and my body freez as HIS mouth opens and I no longer am ME but just an object under HIS control, and

yet I would go back just for HER my angel kissed daughter the ONLY person I would gladly give my life for. 

FREE

I told my sister I'm her BIIG BROTHER today :) I feel the is a bit easer to breath and I smiled

for the first time in a really long time. I'm so happy that I feel free!

My model is BEE

End of CH. 1

 

(p.s. each page is a story so stay tuned)

No Booty Play

(JR)


Submitted: May 17, 2021

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