Feeling It 'Til The End

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic


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Where does my strength it hide?
Being despondent with sadness, and an uneasiness inside, I don’t think we’re on the same wavelength. I think it prevails on another side.

My energy is non-existent.
I feel cumbersome and clumsy. 
I try my darnedest but sometimes I seem to fail.
I wish I could start over because I feel so rather frail.

Where there’s something wrong, there’s something missing.
I could use a fresh start with an inspired mindset. 
Where will it come from, this new inspired mindset that favors a new start?
Was it a good idea to imagine an inspired mindset?

The sun shines but I am dull, faltering.
When it rains I am befuddled in my mood.

They say wisdom comes with age.
Where does the energy come from?

It’s the energy that’s missing!
Some days seem forever when misery is bordering madness.
Like loud reverberating noises unwelcome in a quiet room.
You’re cloaked in bright sunlight when you’re needless.

It could be an attitude that’s missing, too.
Gratefulness is met with ungratefulness.
Depression is fed sadness.
Self-opinionated thoughts sabotage the self to the lowest of lows, never hitting rock bottom and only repeating the cycle.

Stop feeding yourself lies!
How frustrating that it must be!
Why do you fret so with your inside lies?
It’s not futile to figure out.
(Yes, there are two of you)

Be one with who you are!
Contemplate that oneness.
Don’t chase after it.

Surrender to it. Complete it.
It will be powerful when you are One as mind and soul.
Being at one is a conscious spiritual responsibility.
Having a knowing when the clock is going to strike, when there is no clock.
Time will be infantile and that time comes with ‘all knowing’ intuition.
You’ll know it all! Don’t take it too seriously though and chase it ‘til it catches you!


Submitted: May 19, 2021

© Copyright 2021 Elenore B Rigby. All rights reserved.

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