My Child, Eternal Love - Part 2

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic

The divine messages delivered onto my heart, body, mind and soul through the angel that means one of most to me has evolved my creation in ways that I feel has brought me true success in my home. I'm here to share with you a little of the beautiful wealth through spirit given onto me.

Drifting further into the land of wonders filled with, "what ifs" and "I wonder", pulls you further out in the sea of not truly expressing your inner self causing disruption to the honesty you have with yourself. I am completely honest with myself first, therefore I am able to exemplify vulnerability to any and everyone. Thus, knowing when to pull back if negative anchors begin to create friction between other individuals and myself. I'm sure some have wondered why I feel such deep compassionate love, towards an individual that they themselves would dislike or even hate. Their wondering simply stems from they themselves not being completely honest with themselves, and seeing such truth that they have not done the proper shadow work, revealing that they have been backed in a mental corner tied down with constraints causing the limitations of one truly being able to express themself in full. Such limitations means they are presenting a false identity to those that encounter that individual. The true way to freedom both physically and spiritually is to be completely honest with thyself.

Before the dreams. Before the visit of the angel. Before the emotional down spiral, there was truth as pure and true as it should. The essence of our connection together was defined centuries ago where spiritually I proposed to the one that means most to me, thus accepting that though we are beautiful together. There is still much growth to take place as we continue to live on in this life and the next. Such a proposal means that I have accepted "change" when it is neccessary for new levels of growth. I love her for all that she was, all that she is, and all that she ever will be because I myself have faults, which are improved through experiences triggered by pain and pleasure inspiring such growth in this soul union. I feel my emotions thoroughly allowing me to be persistent in creating my own reality through manifestation. Every thought triggers the perception of the way I see myself, and the universe around me. I am beautiful, I am worthy, I am royal, I am powerful, I am love, I am light, I am you, and you are me. I am not my face, but I am the divine being only a few have gotten to truly witness up close in person. I have always been a divine being since the beginning of creation, and will forever be the beautiful blessing God has created to add beauty to this world and the next. 

My children will be divine blessings given not only to me and my divine goddess, but the universe as well. As they are angels here providing love and light for those that seem to have lost their place. Much like kites without strings. My child like she are like water, free flowing in this universe bringing creation of beauty in places never thought before. The goddess in which I refer, will forever be the amazing divine feminine that I grow upward with for an eternity more. I've mastered the universe inside of me, and am certain of who I am forever becoming. Much like an out of body experience, I am living proof of the soul essence of love just as she. Many will provide opinionated expressions of positivity and negativity trying to define what they see in front of them, and what they feel inside towards us. However, none of which matters, for I am of a unique expression of love. Continuously elevating in a universe of limitless opportunities. Though separated, we are one. I love her for everything that makes her, her. She is my estacy as she challenges me in greater ways than most which is needed to reassure myself of my divine life purpose here in this realm. She is my beautiful place of peace by the beach, she is love. My divine feminine, and so my children will be the evolved expression of love. I love and appreciate her whole existence, and the miracles she's brought forth in my life. Helping lead to this discovery of self. Two of my most beautiful blessings are forever by my side in spirit. My child, and my divine goddess.

As it is written by the universe, Everything that occurs in your life is for reasons far beyond true comprehension upon the initial processing of the "why", but further into spiritual union with one's own existence then may the change of growth take you to higher levels of living. Last night I was spiritually connected to another beautiful soul, and came to realize I truly wasn't alone. The depths of an experience that changed his life years ago ran deeper than one could ever think to bare when truth of such a heartbreaking moment hit home. Emotional as it was when he recreated the scenes of those moments with his words, also played like a motion picture in my mind. Then there it was a parallel of an experience of my own sent me back in time playing back the emotions and thoughts I felt after such an ending of a cycle myself. With him came a lot of wisdom, and we realized that we were meant to meet in order to recognize that we are not alone in this journey of beautiful growth, hurt, lessons and blessings. The people around us greeting us both separately, eventually brought to the surface the thoughts we had of each other in the beginning, which were based upon this positive energetic pull of light coming from one another. He taught me a lot in just the two hours we conversed, as I taught him. My angel told me of his approach before hand earlier in the week, and it was definitely an experience that lifted weight off of my heart and mind that for so long I pushed to the side. Tears currently pouring down my cheeks, I can truly admit that though I loved her so much and hoped to find her again in this lifetime. I also had to fully release such a twisted beautiful experience back into the universe as it was given onto me. Much like setting free a beautiful butterfly that had formed in the center of my heart. That butterfly will remember the essence of my beauty, and may one day cross my path again. However, just as it is set to be free to explore and grow. So am I to do the same for here on out.

As I gaze in amazement of the marvelous beauties roaming your centered universe through your left eye. I find a patch of that galaxy which reflects me. Last night, as I was enjoying my time in the downtown area dancing to the music, and marveled by the euphoric feelings influenced by mother Nature. There were at least four different people that remembered me, and they all brought you up as a subject in the conversation wondering if we were still together. Making remarks with smiles from ear to ear as they mentioned how happy we looked in a photo together. I was clearly lost as it had been long months without us even so happening to have exchanged looks towards one another. They each had something beautiful to say about us both, but the universe will have a way of letting me know if I am to step forth with a ray of sunshine shining over my head, because the love in my heart is pure and true. I couldn't love you properly until I loved myself properly. The elevation of my inner truth on this beautiful path I walk in life is incredible. I've yet to genuinely apologize to you in person for all the misfortunes that occurred in such a short time period, but hopefully one day soon you can hear my message of purity shine down on those dark moments in time. The best secret I've kept to myself can only be revealed to you. I love you, always and forever my goddess.


Submitted: May 25, 2021

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