The Great Dilemma

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Thoughts of a lover, who just want some answer from the creator

The Great Dilemma

 

Primary source of the energy for us, The Sun. Without it there wouldn’t be any living being in earth. But, have you ever seen the sun is bragging about it?  You can’t breathe without oxygen, trees are providing it us that priceless thing for free, have you seen trees are claiming their superiority for that?They are doing their job quietly, everyday. When the blue cloud fills the thirsty dry lands with water, it never expects something in return. When a beautiful flower fills the surrounding with its fragrance, it doesn’t ask for money. When insects help in pollination and as a result of that, from flower we get fruits, I never saw them to demand trophy for their work.  The nature is pure, it is marvelous and the creator created it in this way. We know one thing that without love, creating something isn’t possible. 

So all my life I thought the true ways of achieving love is to stay unbiased when you are spreading your wisdom, don’t expect anything in return when you are doing any job, do whatever pleases your mind and never brag if someone gets benefitted by your good deeds. Be kind to all and don’t be selfish at all. I thought these were clear massages the creator (or the god) wanted to give us. I thought creator spread these rule in every part of the nature, from the sun to the clouds, from the trees to the insects.

Then I met her and suddenly things changed. It became important for me, to show her my every good deed so that she would praise me. I became biased, biased to the voice of her, so biased that any other sound became just noise for me.  Often she comes to my dream and in my dream I experience those things that never possibly would happen, like visiting my favorite places together and eating our favorite food together and showing her the places with memories of my childhood. But when I wake up and realize that it was a dream I get upset, very upset by the creator (Or the god). Then the expectation come and plays the role. I wait for the whole day to fall asleep, expecting that I would be with her again in my dreams.  Isn’t it against the rule? Then could ask me that, if I am thinking so much about the rules, then what’s making me thinking, that it is love?  The answer is the ‘whatever pleases the mind’ part of the rules. Nothing pleases me more than talking to her, her smile, the perfect smile of her is now the motivation for me to wake up every morning and do something, something that makes her smile again. It pleases me so much that I don’t care what the creator would say about my actions, I just enjoy her naivety, her answers of my never-ending queries. I just can’t stop exploring her more and more.  If some day I don’t get her voice, I don’t feel I am the same person, I can’t able to enjoy birds chirping, I can’t able to appreciate the sweetness of honey, I can’t able to recognize the beauty behind the creations to the creator.  

Now, a thought is bothering me, whether I am following right path or not. What if the creator takes her away from me to punish me? But then I am also thinking that what if the creator made her first, then he/she (I don’t know the gender of the creator) thought, it would be very unfair if this perfect creation don’t have any crazy admirer.  Then he/she created me for her. What if it is my assigned job to admire her and adore her? What if by doing so, I am just making the creator feel good about his/her perfect creation? What if that’s my purpose?


Submitted: June 16, 2021

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