Who Was I Meant To Be?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

I am at that age of self-reflection. A time when youth is a lingering memory. When middle-age has left the room, and when what’s left, is simply a reflection of who I used to be – but now a man with the aches and pains of having lived, and now just tired and exhausted.

WHO WAS I MEANT TO BE?

By Al Garcia

I am at that age of self-reflection.  A time when youth is a lingering memory.  When middle-age has left the room, and when what’s left, is simply a reflection of who I used to be – but now a man with the aches and pains of having lived, and now just tired and exhausted.

One of my reflections is about my life.  Did I live my life as who I was meant to be?  Did I make a difference in anything I did or said?  Was I a good and kind and loving son, brother and friend?  All these things go through my mind, as I reflect upon my life, as I sit and think and wait.

I know I was meant to be, but just who was I meant to be, I cannot figure out.  It’s like knowing you’ve been there before, but you can’t recall the day, the time, or even if you were ever really there at all.  I sense a deja vue, not of a place or time, but of a heart and of a soul that I can sense but cannot explain or fully comprehend.

And I hope I was simply meant to be me, because that’s all there is inside of me.


Submitted: June 22, 2021

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anand bose

Beautiful words

Tue, June 22nd, 2021 12:42pm

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Thank you. Appreciate your comment.

Tue, June 22nd, 2021 5:47am

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