my love letter

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Action and Adventure  |  House: Booksie Classic

idk how to explain so i wrote her a letter

i don’t want to relapse, so I’m writing. I don’t mean to make our relationship so poetic. It’s such a cliché because it wasn’t the perfect relationship from the books I read. Like when Lara and Peter usually had arguments and break up but still got back together. Or when Hermione and Ron had a huge argument but Ron found a way to get back to Hermione. The point is, I think we can be the same, novel or not. I don’t expect for things to be serious, we’re young, we have our own lives and we have such busy days to the point that the other person is left hanging. I don’t write that much anymore, but you gave me a lot of inspiration that I almost write about you everyday. I even have a notebook that’s just about you.
 

I don’t know why I want to make this work for not just me, but for you, for us. Is it hard because of the distance? Am I not enough? Did you find someone better? Whatever it is, I still hope that this would turn out for the better. Long distance relationships pop up on my for you page, on my Snapchat, on my Facebook. They always make it out in the end. Is that gonna be us? Or are we gonna go our separate ways? I don’t want to, mainly because whenever I would plan out my future, (I know you hate talking about the future) you’re always in it. You barely open up to me, yes, but no matter what I just want you to trust me fully. We have so much life ahead of us. this relationship or any, it wouldn’t work without trust and patience, I’m learning to be patient everyday, and to trust you. I don’t know you well enough yet to assume that I can trust you, but I still do because I love you.
 

If we think breaking up is the best option, then okay. I’m ready to go through the stages of grief. I know there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, but after that? I don’t think I’ll ever get in a relationship again. It’s a cycle, you don’t know me that well but this is what happens every. time. It’s too soon to tell, but I want to experience everything with you. I want to marry you, I want to have a family with you (even if there’s no kids, I love you that much :p) the point is, I want you to be in my future, if that doesn’t happen, then, that sucks for me. You can easily find someone else to replace me if we ever split up, you’re great, and someone would date you in a heartbeat. I just want to be enough for you, to make you feel loved. I’m sorry I’m so needy, I know you’re busy, and I know you have a whole life outside of social media. I’m sorry I made you read all of this, I just don’t want to relapse. 

 

I love you, I really do. This makes me cry so much because I don’t know if you want to stay or to leave me. This is not a persuasive essay, I’m just letting out my feelings in a way that I can feel more comfortably too instead of texting it to you because I don’t know words and English isn’t my first language.

 

I love you. You don’t know how many times I’ve imagined you sleeping next to me. <3


Submitted: June 26, 2021

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