Fade

FADE

It’s faint and might disappear,

Am I that inadequate,

For you to abscond ,vanish into thin air,

And all the things we shared,begun to evaporate.

You made me an outcast,

Just because I was one step ahead you,

The platonic bond we created has dwindled,

When all of it started from you.

I promised I’ll be good,

Obeyed to your words every single time,

Until it dissolved into falsehood,

That I wouldn’t give a dime.

Dull, it was dull,

Surrounded me in an ominous darkness,

My whole self atrophied,

Reaching at the bottom and I couldn’t care less.

At last, I knew it faded,

Fade away and fade out,

Either theirs or mine inner self dead,

I think it’s too much so I backed out.