Personal Ascent in Gnosis

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This is my take on why the right and left hand paths teach the same things and hold us back at the same places. The photo I mentioned in the alchemical text is called, "The Purgatory" and is a tower sort of like babel with the door of Dante's purgatory near the bottom rungs. It will help you understand the article though it is NOT needed. If you are in one school or religion this article is not for you. You have already given your power to another and I do NOT want, need or desire your kind of salvation. All is illusion here and in all dimensions and why things are becoming so confusing. The façade is falling and there is nothing beyond it.

Once you reach liberation you have no need for secret knowledge and put it away. It is taught in the higher aspects of both paths and so all paths when you understand the workings of your own mind are not needed. What you search for is you and in you it was never separate from you nor you it. Enlightenment itself is limited and the masters, knowing this, have always used the left hand path. You yourself are just persuaded by them and kept in the dark (purgatory) bc you are supposed to be kept there until you over stand you were not met to follow. You simply were told and so believe( and forget telling anyone so) that those above you know better. They know on that left hand path lies all the beauty of art in it's coarsest forms. They are often, just as any human they teach, over come by their own hedonism in the process and to me this is the key to any teachers power on your path, your weakness and there's. You see they believe in their power soo much bc they have not yet truly reached a balance in their soul. They still have fears that they are not capable to hold the current, like any drug addiction. Those who have simply replaced one addiction for the other without searching out the highest current for their healing make earth their own strong hold. You are babes to them bc they do not want you to know all IS in your power already. Can you handle that? Is it a sacrifice to you? You can find power anywhere but you can only enjoy that power through things that are forbidden here on earth by the very religions and paths you follow. If you can not find a safe place to grow beyond your fears you never will and that is the point in a world of gods who believe that the current lacks here. Why does it lack and by whom or what? This is why the Gnostics believed in a God that was called the demi urge. When we can get beyond the fears of our own needs, that is the only way we can find comfort in our own self. We have to drop the fear, shame culture to mature beyond it. We can reach our highest purpose when we let go of the hindrances in balance. We can not in the place of purgatory where we can neither comprehend aestheticism or hedonism. Both are sins to us because they miss the mark and are therefore and imbalance. The alchemist of old made it clear the estheticism was good for the beginner but then if they were not able of their own will to move above the teacher or masters who been open to their own hedonistic nature without fear or judgement they would not grow. Also if you look at the chart..would you want a teacher who is learning to be his pride arrogance and all manner of sins and taking it out on you because you are below him/her? Yet, that is the system here. That is the DEMI URGE. It is a dominance system for a reason. We feed on each other here until we reach self mastery. There are few who enter into this realm fully knowing what they want and that the balance is to trust yourself in love KNOWING you will not go too far one way or the other. That, to me is the truth of grace. Without fear and chronically being put down and shamed by either path and it's pushers and pullers, we can reach self mastery. This is why, in art, alchemy predicts the tower with purgatory in the beginning and not at the top, not in the middle. Any guru who claims to be on a path of ascent and teaches you otherwise will eternally keep you a child, worrying if he/she is good or bad enough and they obviously are still in the trap of,"this is the only way, walk you in it." Also that says to neither turn to the right or the left hand path but follow your own grace and love. Are you too much? Are you too little? This is what I have most hated about teachers and their need for these powers. Ascent is ascent. If you are told the path to ascent is to get to the eye by the left path of hedonism or the right of estheticism or any form of deviation, you are being told that you don't have God in you, that you are a child and can not and never will comprehend your own connection to the God head. What are these teachers fearing ? What is it they are truly scared of but loosing their power on the path to ascent because you, YOU are their power. You are how they believe they must attain self mastery. This is "the man' you speak of. Your own kind being the demi urge of lack and NOT enough so what they are saying is THEY are not enough so who is? The idea that lack exists above all is the reason the pendulum or demi urge holds us all here below. There is always something above and greater and beyond, even nature itself teaches that. Why would the Prime Creator need to battle and repress for power? It is not creators Demi urge but the Demi Gods that want and need servants in order for them to express their power. If that is true power, it is weakness! Those who astral travel know, like Thoth, Hermes or the Christ, that above all planes and dimensions, above the astral & physical ALL ideas of duality and separation cease, there is no fear, no shame, no pride, no war, no us and them, no spirit battles, nothing to oppose. If reality, time and space crumble and there is no duality what need is there for war or here or proving oneself to be master? If Prime Creator/God is omnipotent, who can oppose the plan? This would be completely and utterly pointless. There is a sinister presence above all these earthly and dual planes that hold us here. People accuse "Satan" and the left hand path as wanting to be God but there is no difference in the right hand path, but they'd gladly kill you for saying so and always need to in order to survive bc their connection to their OWN current is not higher than the astral realms they traverse. This concept is in the Emerald tablets and other works but it is always taught from a place of one who mastered sooo much that they were above and beyond. Well there are many paths that can lead you to balance and here suffering is the most available sadly, because we mostly all beleive and teach some form of lack even of the masters we follow. If nothing can stand above creator in the astral planes why all this war? Because ALL the GOds and teachers we deal with here are following the path I mentioned and that is pictured in form below. Weather it is shown as a spiral which to me is more inclusive or if it is shown as a pyramid with left and right hand paths, still there is no simple ascent, unless purgatory itself has a back door. or the pyramids a straight path of ascent to the Eye am of self. Simply your strongest current and connection to God. Most people hate the fact that I am religious and talk about religions as if they are all one, because the purpose they serve is all one, the Demi Urge of lack and oppression and hedonism and more repression as the ONLY way to evolve. I do not and will not believe that even if both sides of the path have held me in purgatory at times. Still the only correct path for any current to follow is direct unless, unless the vessel can not handle it. All is energy. If you want to believe you need these schools, then you do. If you use them to overstand your own mind and current state instead you will find the quickest route to yourself mastery and God source, current in you here. No matter what path we are all forced to take here we should be finding our truest connection to God in us as us. Are you your creators energy? Neither path is better than the other, YES, both push lack and "not enough" and "too much" and so do the gurus, teachers and Gods in men here. It is funny how on all paths no matter if you follow the Gods of this age or the Daemons(which means teacher or guru) you will be told the same stories and be lead in the same circles. Working the Quliphoth, to me was no less a waste than all the others bc what I learned from those ancient archetypes of MYSELF is not to give my power away to anyone. That is the exact opposite of what you are taught about evil. Nothing that is omnipotent needs your power and there are some entities and archetypes that are sick of the fact that people are born here and farmed and repressed. Jesus didnt come to obey the old laws(I say this bc most people here follow christanese). He came to break the pendulum over us all and THAT is how we will come to bring heaven to earth. Build on that foundation of grace in you. This is the only way to escape any wrath to come. Weigh your own heart. Who can place you in the balance? What can separate you from the omnipotent God of the true creation? Only yourself and those like you on the path that need to oppress you and feed off of you because THEY are not to the top of the current. When you reach the top of that current and can see yourself you will see that there is nothing between you and your God head but the lies of lack on this earth. Once you get there you will still have to battle all the demi urge in others, because in a way, we are all one being because we share the same energy, not any other reason. We came here to be an individual expression of God NOT a repression of God in us and others. God is NOT lack. Prime creators energy never dwindles. The only demi urge suppressing all of mankind is it's own belief system of lack and the witch craft of saying that grace and goodness are NEVER enough. We have polluted all of mankind with these ideas. Find your highest current and help others find theirs. They'll most likely hate you for it and try to convince you that true love is following these paths of lack but that is nothing more than the urgings of and old god idea both right hand path and left. I fall daily, but no one and nothing can get in the way of my union with myself and God creator of all source because I can not and will not be separated from the one that I love tough everything here tells me otherwise, I will move on beyond all the planes because they are all fake and the only thing that separates me here is my own mind and the disease of lack in others. No one can harm me without burning their own self to the ground in my flame. Why? Because I have heard the songs of source and eternal freedom in my soul and NO ONE, not even my own demons dare to separate me from it without loosing their own current.


Submitted: September 22, 2021

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