I Care About Myself.

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

its about how my emotions are building up about the people around me.

My mind is very tangled, 
as I watch myself strangle myself with hate, 
"I Hate You" as I threaten myself because I'm not enough,
"Your Ugly" as I torture myself because I'm not pretty enough,


and the reason why I cave myself in is that I'm never good enough for you Not the way I smile or the way I communicate with you without having an attitude I'm sorry that I do things differently than you can I'm sorry Mother and Father for not meeting your tied knots,

I'm sorry that I may not be the child you've always wanted in your dreams, Mabey my grades aren't that sharp.
But I feel miserable My mind is weak ready to take a lingering nap where my body aches because everybody wants me to be somebody I'm not,

but you each want something from me that I can't carry, My heart is heavy tired of holding everything back inside. where do I get my happiness from, I don't get it from everyone yelling at me, because I couldn't make your responsibility or experience what you did.6
I'm sorry I'm human, I care about my feelings 
I care about my health, So I'm not sorry.

 

Buried within I want freedom,
I need someone to believe In,
And that someone happens to be me. 

 


Submitted: September 30, 2021

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