Yes. No. I’m not sure anymore.

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Green and brown. Happiness in a second. Looking but not smiling. But looking. Happy and real. What is this? Pain. Yes. Longing for? Yes. Care? Yes. Alone? Sometimes. But why do I care like this. From happy to sad. Two seconds. Two words. Two days. Two lives. Two homes. Two hearts..ok not two hearts… three. But that hurts. To let go. It hurts to look at one and say yes it’s you. But in your heart you can’t finalize anything. Torn in between happy and happy. But never 100% ok. Only 50%. Half missing. Half lost. Half confused. Happy? No. Pain? Yes. Alone? Always! Hope is lost but I’m tired of fighting. I lost on Sunday. I lost my fight. But I picked up and continue. Happy? I only show. Pain? I hide. Alone? What’s that.. but will it ever feel safe or complete. Will things be ok. Hope? I’m trying. I’m trying.. I’m..trying..

 

I’m 

 

Trying

 

 to be ok


Submitted: October 21, 2021

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