Priceless Diamond Drops

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

My head up high and my heart beating a new rhythm. In this moment, I fully recognize who I am. Realizing the pain I was attracting was only because of the illusion I wanted so much to believe. Embodying every bit of greatness i am to become in the near future. There is no goodbye, as I can only follow my heart out of the world of hurt you've put me through. Baby, I'm back and better than ever!

The deepest, yet the most beautiful part of my heart is now clear again. Here's a toast to all the lies you've fed me; all the times you said you loved me, but you were loving on him; all the false senses of joy I percieved as truth at first, but still doubted my intuition for the sake of some kind of hope for us. I couldn't blame myself for the fool I've made myself out to be in those moments, because I asked for it all to become reality. 

Looking into the mirror while taking a deep breath to finally be real with myself in order to see exactly what was there. I pulled off the shades over my eyes, and there was my face full of tears gripping my chin at the bottom yet again. The thought that I had found a goddess who'd love me for me  brought more power to that waterfall down my cheeks, as it turned out I didn't mean anything even close to what you meant to me. I haven't cried in years, but here I am seeing such truth behind the mask I wore. I had been hurting inside with each lie you fed me. Intuitively I knew each moment you dared challenge my love.

In my heart I'm crying. However, my spirit will hold me dearly like I held you. In this moment there are no more tears. The signs of success on my destiny are clear again. There were angels placed in my life that led me out of that world of darkness. My smile is back, and my heart has shifted from the stage of healing to healer. I'm bigger and better now. I can only thank you for the beautiful lessons you've shown me through the pain you've caused. My soul sisters and brothers are helping me stay upright on this beautiful journey, never to fall for those things tricks again. I'm happy now and I love you enough to leave you alone. Forever here to remain beautiful and bright, that I am. To lead by example and continuously learn from others along the journey. From this moment forward I'm finally "living" again! 


Submitted: October 25, 2021

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