I'm cursed by the old feelings that kept hunting me since the day that you left me
You told me the words that I hate the most
These 3 words that won't make me feel any different
I want to tell you that I moved on since the day that everything happened
But now and then your words will come back
I want to tell you that I fell in love
He makes me feel like I care but I know we're not meant to be
Things trigger me
I'm trying to be the girlfriend
The girl that makes him feel something
I'm putting all my effort in this
But I know the hole that you left in my heart won't be filled
You damaged every cell in my brain and I don't know how love tastes now
I'm not trying to change my behaviour around him I'm just trying to be me again
I want to be happy one more time
Summer is over and I'm afraid that winter won't be easy on me
Once again I feel trapped by the words
Will I be cursed for the rest of my life? or Will I get out of these circles that you put me through?
I feel like every person that I will meet won't be good or I won't be good enough for them
I will still carry your mark on my heart
You killed me while I was still awake
If you asked me how I survived your bullets I wouldn't know
I'm still figuring out what I am and where this new love will leave me
Submitted: October 28, 2021
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