Heart Breaker’s Solitaire Part 2: Punishment & Depression

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Heartbreaker’s Solitaire- A mental labyrinth of self-punishment, in which I killed off all my aspirations of romance and love for becoming a heartbreaker. Best read in order.

Heartbreaker’s Solitaire Part 2-Punishment & Depression  

September 21 2021

 

I once sung love songs

Hopping they’d happen 

For me some day

 

Now I am depressed 

Whenever I hear them

I drove what I wanted away

 

He was only trying to be

Everything I had ever dreamed 

Everything I could ever ask for

Everything I could ever need

 

Scream at me

Curse my “name”

Curse me out

And don’t hold back

 

I crave the sting

Of your harshest words

It’s what I want

It’s what I deserve 

 

I’ve broken you

So I’ll never feel free

No freedom of speech

No freedom to love

This is one thing 

I’m not innocent of

 

If I ever hold a man

I’ll hold that man

With your blood on my hands

 

Still so many things 

I’ve yet to explain 

Till then they’ll cause me anxiety 

And agonizing pain

 

So to “you”

I will remember 

The very first 

Of September 

 

I broke your heart

A terrible crime

That cannot be fixed

Even with a decent rhyme

 

I’ve not been forgiven

What more can I do 

I’ll die if I never can

Make peace with you


Submitted: November 10, 2021

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