The boy in the guest room

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Chapter 11 (v.1) - I love you but I can't forgive this

Submitted: September 28, 2010

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*zoes pov.*  Jenny went with me to get my car she had driven mine and id driven Damons back to his house. No one was home so we just left it in the drive I was relieved because I certainly didn't wanna face Damon. So now I was on my way home were id have to face Stefan. Jenny had talked me into not telling him so now all I had to do was tell Damon to keep his mouth shut. When I pulled up to the house stefans old red  truck was already parked out front. I felt my heart rate quicken. I made my way up the stairs hoping I wouldn't have to see hum and lie to his face at least till morning. When I came into my room Stefan was sleeping on my bed. Stefan I said shaking his arm wake up baby he jumped squinting at me his face turning from sad to gentle to Angry and back to sad again. He let his head fall back and his eyes close I could see his chest rising and falling in shallow breaths. Are you okay I asked touching his face. He sat up and looked in my eyes. Okay? How can I be he said his eyes glazed. Are you high I said grabbing his face and looking in his eyes. You are high! Stefan why would you do that. He dropped the black bra in my lap and my stomach dropped. Oh I don't know he slurred maybe to numb the pain of.. Of.. . Oh Stefan I'm sorry please I said his head now rested against my chest he obviously wasn't used to pot. NO! He exploded waving his finger in my face i love you so much and you stabbed me in the back where done. Oh god please don't break up with me I love you I didn't mean. You didn't mean to fuck someone Elsa he interrupted me? What did you trip and land on his dick. I felt the tears roll down my cheeks I knew there was no point in arguing any more he wasn't gonna stay with me. Listen he said cupping my face I love you so much so very very much but I can't let this go. Were done he kissed my forehead and left me there to cry on my own. I lay there for hours sobbing hoping he couldn't hear my violent sobs through the wall. I buried my face in my pillow it smelled like him  and I inhaled the smells of his cologne and hair gel mixed with a little of my own perfume. 

*stefans pov.* I lay there in the dark the drugs finally wearing of and the hurt settling in. I could hear her crying and I wanted to run take her in my arms tell her everything was okay. That I'd always love her no matter what she did but I couldn't do that. I couldn't look in those sparkling blue eyes without wanting to act like a 4 year old and scream and cry. Call her a bitch and a whore and everything I could think up. But that would only make me feel guilty, me the one who was cheated on would feel guilty if I took out my anger on her. I heard a car start and I jumped up coming towards the window  Zoe was leaving again I watched as her little car disappeared down the road

*zoes  pov.* I drove down the road barely able to see through my blurry eyes. I pulled up to damons house and marched to the door I knocked and no one answered. So then I began to bang and kick the door screaming and shouting Taylor answered catching my fist that was mention to bang the door.  I need to talk to Damon I said cooly straightening my hair and shirt. Well come on in .... Zoe I said realizing he didn't know my name. So taylor said awkwardly as we sat on the couch I guess I'll get Damon I nodded and he left. Returning seconds later he's occupied he frowned but he said hed be with you asap. This is crazy I said dropping my face in my hands I'm not some freaking client I felt my words catch in my throat my eyes watering up again. Are you okay Taylor asked setting beside me and putting his hand on my back. No I said full on crying again damon got me drunk and and we ha-had sex and my boyfriend found out and h-h-he broke up with me. Oh Taylor said looking at the ground you don't sound surprised I said eyeing him. Well that's just ur typical Damon he replied he loves to fuck up the lives of teenage girls. I use the word fuck VERY literally. Suddenly there was a loud moan and I blushed at the thought of Taylor having heard me yell that way. GOD DAMN DAMON GET UR ASS OUT HERE! I screamed I waited a minute and my only answer was another high pitched moan. I don't have to take this I sad getting up and marching towards his bedroom I flung the door open and was greeted by the site of Damon fucking Nina. She screams and rapped her self in a sheet get out I yelled feeling like I might cry again. She stormed out the room grabbing her clothes what can I do for ya love Damon asked leaning back in his pillows his legs wide open. He had no sham how could you do this I said feeling like I might cry fit like the hundredth time today. Were not in a relationship he said there's no rule that says I can't be with other people Just because we had a one nighter.  I couldn't care less who you bang Damon I said his words secretly stung inside it been more Than that for me. I mean how could you tell stefan that we had sex you knew he'd dump me now now he laughed coming to stand infront of me it takes two to fuck. You could of kept ur mouth shut and none of this would be happening. Now that would be no fun at all he laughed don't go blaming me because you can't keep your pants on.  I slapped him leaving a red mark on his cheek I'm no whore! That's not what Stefan said he smirked. Stefan would never say that I said feeling like i might choke on the lump in my throat. Oh please don't cry he said pulling me close to his naked body. I was disgusted with myself but I couldn't pull away his lips tenderly caressed mine and I tasted his Minty breath. Zoe he whispered in my ear I'm sorry but I had to get you away from Stefan  I think that that....I might love you. I jumped away shocked no you don't I Said shaking my head I do to he insisted catching my chin between his thumbs  and caressing my cheek if you'll have me I'll be with you and only you always. I can't i said chocking on the lump that had formed in my throat I've gotta go and I ran from the  house. I sat there in my car if Damon really loved me and it wasn't another game does that Change anything? I wanted to say no that I loved no one but Stefan but that wasn't the truth. Damon was alluring and I loved that but did I love him I knew I'd run back to Stefan if he wanted me back ever. But I did think I could be happy with damon as I pulled out of the driveway my eyes watered up again. God I was crying alot today when I got on the highway it was raining and I was an emotional wreck I could hardly see. So when the car infront if me slammed on breaks I didn't see it and when my head slammed into the wheel I didn't feel it because everything had gone black


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