The Fear Journal

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic

Marcus Ferrel has been through a lot in the past two years, from seeing countless psychiatrists and moving in and out of psychotic wards for young adults. And now that he is living at home again, locked in his room, Marcus fears that history is repeating itself. Instead of making a fool of himself like he has done before, he keeps records in a journal.

Chapter 1 (v.1) - The Fear Journal

Submitted: July 19, 2011

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Monday, July 19th2010

Well i guess i should introduce myself. My name is Marcus and i am writing this journal for many reasons. I have had a....strange past i guess you could say. A couple years ago i had a, what Father John said, a spiritual issue. What he really meant was, i was possessed by a demon. At first i didn't believe him but eventually things got bad. When i asked my parents to talk to the Father they refused, saying that the thought of possession was ridiculous and i should stop saying such things. So they put me through a lot of programs that involved brain x-rays and psychiatrist appointments. Then one night, after about three months of these things i finally snapped. I don't remember exactly was i said, all i remember was screaming, and a stranger was there. He cursed at my parents, with a cold voice. And then i guess later that night i attacked my little eight year old bother Thomas, and hurt him....bad. They put me in a ward for young adults until now, its my seventeenth birthday. I'm in my old room. The windows are blocked from the outside, the door has a lock on it......again on the outside. and im only allowedto come out for church, and when my brother goes to school. (mom home schools me.) They don't trust me to go anywhere. But i was given this, a nice big notebook, well bound so it won't fall apart. Now i get to write in this all day. Here is my set schedule.

?8:00 a.m.- Wake up, take medication, eat breakfast (small)

?10:30 a.m.- (on week days) Start School.

?12:05 p.m.- Eat lunch, fifteen minutes of cable television.

?12:30 p.m.- Continue School.

1:55 p.m.- Get fresh air in the back yard (twenty minutes.)

2:20 p.m.- After bathroom break finish last part of school.

?4:00 p.m.- Bathroom break, snack/drink, allowed one hour with parents, Thomas in his own room.

?5:00 p.m.- Back in bedroom, free time, half and hour of home phone use to talk with other family members. (Grandparents,aunts,uncles,cousins,etc.)

?6:00 p.m.- dinner (in my room) medication, bathroom break.

?7:00 p.m.- last drink, small snack (usually a few Vanilla Wafers.)

?8:00 p.m.- bathroom break, door locked.

?9:00 p.m.- lights off (rule usually broken)

?So there you go, my schedule for an entire day. It goes almost exactly the same on weekends, just no school and i get to go to church (sitting in the back row alone)

?to be honest i hate life. Everyone knows what happened, they know what i did. I can't even leave the house until i am twenty one years old. But i guess thats just the way things are...thats all for now though.


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