Chapter 4: Chapter 4

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

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A week had gone by since i'd seen Cody. I felt deprived, and useless. He'd obviously rejected me, he didn't want me back. I tried explaining everything to the girls,but they didn't understand what Cody and I had. I can't believe that a week and a half ago, I was so confident, but now i feel like a worthless pig. I felt weird after seeing Cody, but today Amanda,Alexa,Olivia,Scarlett and I are going to watch alot of sappy movies,and eat ice cream like a bunch of 12 year olds. Sobbing in my room is how I ended the nights. No one really understand. When I went to my parents for advice. They got angry, and it all started again. He hit me. Of course i'm old enough to hit back and fend for myself,but it's my dad. They threaten me all the time. "I hate you","your worthless" he said,over and over.

"Dad,Stop!" I cried. When they hit me, it always went blank. The pain,always there, but it feels like just yesterday I was a little kid,twirling in my Henri Bendels dress, being pampered by their hugs and kisses. Now they hated me. Mom and Dad buy me things,all the time,but i'd trade all that for their love.

He hit me again. This time hurting worse. I ran to my room,grabbed my bag, and ran away. No one can find out. I wiped the streaming tears off my beat cheeks, took a breath, and calledAlexa.

" Hey, Alexa. I need to cancel. I'm so sorry. Things came up"

" McKenna, if your just hiding your feelings, it's pathetic. We're here for you."

" No,im serious. I can't, I'm sorry."

"Kay, well I hope you feel better babe. I hung up. Sometimes Dad rapes me. Sometimes. I don't know why. Something just changed, and they abuse me now,but no one knows. I ran to Logan's house. He would comfort me whether he knew what it was about or not.

I ran and ran. Leaving my sucky parents and life behind. He was one of my bestfriends, soI ran.

"Logan! Hi."

"Hey, what's up? How did you get here?"

"Um nevermind that.Let's do something?"

" Like?" then he winked.

" No not like that!" I laughed " Something different and fun!"

"Alright,we live in New York. You can do anything!" We laughed together. This is why we're so close. He knows how to put me in a good mood. I walked up, and hugged him, and we just stood their together under the stars.

Submitted: May 06, 2012

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