The Silent Truth

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Ashton Eve is a closet lesbian, even though she has to act that she's strait, what happens when a new girl, the one in her dreams, actually moves to her school? Would love grow?

Chapter 1 (v.1) - The Silent Truth

Submitted: June 27, 2011

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Chapter One

June 27th 2011
Ever look at someone with the look of confusion? I have. Have you ever looked at someone with so much love you actually hate them? I have. Have you ever looked at someone the same sex as you and say to yourself “Wow, he or she is so beautiful. I wish I could talk to them.” but as you say that they get father and farther away you get upset, but your stomach is still all fluttery? Yup, again, I have.
As the girl who had an amazing boyfriend, friends, family and everything was just peachy I had a secret. Sure, you probably have already figured it out, but if not, I’m a closet lesbian. Yea, I dated a guy so I wouldn’t be frowned upon and be disowned all the time. Sure, you must hate me now, but get over it.
I sometimes wonder what made me choose to me a lesbian, I’m pretty sure it was when my best friend Hanna in sixth grade was over at a sleepover and she kissed me goodnight. But not the usual kiss on the forehead or cheek. It was lip locking and sweet, sort of powerful but with love. She would always whisper she loved me after every kiss and it’s not like my mom ever saw anything, and if she did, heck, I don’t even want to think about it.
After Hanna moved I never heard anything from her mother, or my best friend again, sure Facebook is up now but she hasn’t found me and I haven’t found her. I always wonder at the back of my head if she’d ever kiss me again, just to get my memory’s back of her and I.
Blake Newton my boyfriend at the moment didn’t know I was a closet lesbian, or even bi at the least. Heck we’ve been together almost a year and when we kiss I have to imagine him as a girl, with ought the penis with ought the chest hair. It just grossed me out. I was scared to break up with him, not that he was mean, no, he was a sweet guy, but if I broke up with him I would be back at the bottom of the food chain at school.
I forgot to describe myself, huh? Well, my names Ashton Eve, pretty isn’t it? My mother thought of it since I was born on Christmas eve. (Rolls eyes) My dad was on a business trip thing and his flight got delayed so he missed his baby girls birth.(He misses everything.) Anyway, I’m eighteen, brown wavy hair that passes my shoulders and brown-hazel eyes. My body is slim since I’m on the swim team and I actually have a better figure that many of the girls since they eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. Get my point?
Oh! Girls that eat and eat make me sick, did I mention that? Like just the thought of watching a girl eat and eat makes me want to throw up on myself.
So, anyway, as I was saying that’s what I look like and I guess I’m pretty good looking, I just wish I could get the heck out of this small as fuck closet and into some beautiful babe’s arms.
Wanna know my fantasy? Sure you do!
Once upon a time Ashton Eve was laying on the beach, her eyes hiding in a pair of pink ray-band sunglasses and her body in a while dress that went to her knees. She was as peaceful as a baby and her hair was blowing around slowly, getting sand in it whilst the air pushes at it. A sexy, beautiful woman wanders over to her . She had blonde hair, blue eyes and just a skimpy white bathing suit on you could see that everything was exposed. She was beautiful and Ashton Eve could not help but lick her luscious lips in anticipation as the woman came closer. She wasn’t a woman though, she was a teenager, Ashton’s age.
“You are all alone?” She questions batting her eyelashes.
“Yes.” Ashton Eve whispers.
“Scoot over babe?” The teen smiles flirtatiously.
“Oh, sure, please.” Ashton would blush and play with her hair like it was messed up.
“Stop, you’re ruining your beautiful hair!” The blonde says extending her hand and taking Ashton’s, pulling it to her lips and lightly kissing her knuckles.
“You are lesbian I presume?”
“Yes, and I guess you are as well?”
“If I wasn’t would I do this?” The blue eyed blonde says leaning close and kissing Ashton hard on the lips while Ashton cups her hand onto the blonde’s cheek.
Powerful shit right there? Made you think about how horny I could be? Just kidding. But that story is true. I had always imagined this since Hanna left. And it was hard to not sort of have feelings with this imaginative character. Even in dreams she was there, we never did much but I guess it was harder to control at school.
Westfield High School is a non gay school. Actually the whole community I lived in was anti-gay and if you came out, be prepared to be kick out. That’s why I was in the closet. I only had a couple more weeks left of High school until I was in college. I was still undecided on what I wanted to do anyway. Doctor? Lawyer? Writer? I dunno… It’s hard. I never know.
I heard a story once, about this one guy, how he came out to his parents that he was gay and they told the school, the school kicked him out, the school told him to get lost! I actually started crying when I had heard that. It made me upset.
Anyway, I think I wrote enough for today. Now this is going into my word document until I feel like writing again. Bye, whoever is reading this? Which is only supposed to be me, but, anyway, you know.


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